I desperately stood up from my spot, but hesitated as I turned my body toward the entrance.
If I go out now?
That wouldn’t work either. Heat was coming, and I couldn’t even control my body—what would I do going out into the streets leaking pheromones everywhere?
Just then, the door creaked open and Won Dogyeong staggered out of the room wearing only loose pajama pants with no top.
“…Yeo Jeongwon?”
I turned my head creakily.
Won Dogyeong was still standing quite far away, but just the fact that he’d crossed the threshold of his room doubled the amount of pheromones scattered around. Even without looking, the concentration was so overwhelming near him that I could guess which direction he was standing in.
And the moment I finally met those heat-consumed eyes, the pheromones that had been like a barely-locked faucet finally burst out and my heat cycle arrived. For me, who had skipped suppressants for several days, the alpha’s pheromones in rut were nothing less than a stimulant.
The pheromones that began leaking out quickly mixed with Won Dogyeong’s and spread branches in all directions. It reached him in an instant.
“Ugh… you…”
Won Dogyeong instinctively covered his nose as if trying to block something like I had, but he must have already known. That it was useless.
He approached step by step with reddened eyes. Perhaps there was still a thread of reason left, because with his fists clenched tight, his steps would slow down from time to time.
I sat down on the floor and only gasped for breath. My body was hot. Itchy. Frustrating. I tore off my cardigan and threw it on the floor, then undid a couple of buttons on my shirt that had been choking my neck. I unbuckled my belt and pulled out all the shirt tails that had been tucked into my pants.
Then Won Dogyeong grabbed my hand and stopped me as I was about to undo the front of my pants.
When I weakly raised my eyes, his pajama pants also looked like they were about to burst. I stared blankly at that sight, then raised my gaze a bit higher.
I knew he had a good body, but it really is good.
His neck, filled with tension, had veins standing out. His clenched jaw, the straight nose bridge I’d always liked, and even his eyes radiating a fierce light.
“…Go.”
“Where to.”
By this point, I think I was already half out of my mind. I even laughed a little—pfft.
“Leave, please…”
Won Dogyeong spoke as if grinding his teeth, but contrary to his words, his body kept closing the distance. He placed his head on my shoulder and slowly rubbed against me while letting out a low rumble in his throat as if resisting something.
Nevertheless, his body, which had been soaking in pleasure alone all day, was already heated up enough to clearly feel the warmth. The lips tickling my nape were hot.
I raised my uncaught hand and placed it on his warm body. He visibly flinched and stiffened. I could hear the sound of his heart pounding hotly beneath my palm. I could feel the thumping movement of it rapidly pumping blood.
“I’m in heat, Dogyeong… where am I supposed to go…”
“Ha…”
Won Dogyeong seemed to be trying to hold onto the thread of reason, but if that were something that could be achieved through effort, we wouldn’t have needed to clear out of the house during each other’s cycles.
Besides, this time was strange.
My heat was usually just a fever-like sensation similar to a cold, with arousal that stayed mild enough for me to endure alone. It wasn’t the kind where sexual desire surged so much I could barely keep my senses and my rear throbbed.
I’d never spent a heat with an alpha before, so I didn’t know until now that being drenched in alpha pheromones during a heat cycle brought stimulation that made consciousness fly away like this.
I finally undid the front and pulled down the zipper. I shook off the hand he was holding and pushed my hand into my underwear. When I grabbed the hot, erect member, the sensation, several times more sensitive than usual, shot through my lower abdomen with a tingle. My rear was already damp enough to wet my underwear.
Now I didn’t even feel like resisting the pheromones covering my skin. I just wanted to relieve the endlessly surging impulses. I called his name while trembling restlessly. I can say with certainty that this was the first time in my life I’d called Won Dogyeong’s name so desperately.
“Won Dogyeong… Dogyeong.”
The lips that had been crushing the area around my neck crawled up my jaw and touched mine, moving slowly. Like someone suffering from thirst, I urgently opened my mouth and licked his soft lips. Hot palms burning like fire dug in under the dress shirt and heated my bare skin.
At the movement of his thumb firmly pressing my erect nipple, I flinched at the waist and wrapped my arms around his neck, grabbing the back of his head. Because his hair was short, my hands kept slipping and I had to grasp at nothing several times.
Won Dogyeong positioned himself between my legs without even taking off his pants and pressed his swollen lower half against mine, then moved his hips heavily.
Even with contact through fabric, my heated body felt pleasure sensitively. At the feeling that I might reach climax any moment, all I could do was grip his arm and let out moans.
“Ah, ngh, good… hng.”
Despite the impatient desire for him to touch, suck, and penetrate from head to toe, Won Dogyeong just moved his hips slowly as if enduring something and caressed every corner of my body with hands filled with tension. Through our overlapping lips, he muttered quietly.
“…You’ll regret this.”
Won Dogyeong was staring at me with a rigidly hardened face. He seemed a bit resentful too.
Why?
…I don’t know. My head is too hot to think about anything. When I brought my hand to his face, he leaned in slightly and lightly chewed on my lips.
That tickles… not that kind of thing.
My mind, with reason blown away, was spouting incoherent thoughts.
In the darkly rippling eyes I faced with our lips touching, various emotions were passing by. I tried to understand his feelings but gave up because I couldn’t grasp my hazily floating consciousness.
Right now I just wanted to touch anywhere. Lips, hands, chest, below. Everything. I desperately needed another person’s touch to caress, spread, and ransack me.
I licked the teasingly moving lips and pleaded.
“I won’t. I won’t regret it… okay?”
“…”
Pressing his firmly erect member down on me, his downcast eyes glistened, soaked in pleasure.
“Touch me…”
“…”
“Please… down there, help me.”
At the last words I spat out while clinging and gripping his clothes, as if the latch that had been fastened inside him had clicked open, Won Dogyeong pushed me down and grabbed my chin to open my mouth.
Soft lips touched and a firm tongue entered, parting them. The bumpy protrusions repeatedly tangled and passed by frantically as thick mucus mixed together. I swallowed the messily mixed saliva, not knowing if it was his or mine. He gently entwined his tongue and occasionally lightly bit my lips.
I wrapped one hand around his neck and mercilessly ran through the back of his head. His short hair scratched between my fingers roughly. It was a pleasant stimulation. With my other hand, I groped below, pulled down his pants, and pulled out his fully enraged member.
Won Dogyeong was hot all over as if his whole body was on fire, but this was definitely the hottest part. Holding the shaft that filled my hand made my rear already start to ache.
“You… fuck, you’re huge…”
“Just figured that out now?”
We’d lived together for years, so I knew. I knew, but thinking that it would come inside me gave it a different meaning.
He chewed on my nape until it was mottled, then urgently retorted in a scratchy voice. A tone parched with thirst, without a single grain of room for jokes or jest.
Judging by how my rear was throbbing in the midst of all this, I must be properly in heat.
I stroked his member up and down, then touched the tip in circles with my palm. The end was already slippery with the pre-cum he’d gulped out. While I was playing with his member with my hand, Won Dogyeong stripped off my pants and underwear all at once and threw them away.
At the sudden feeling of emptiness below, I curled up my body a bit, and as if thinking I was cold, he pressed his body close. If anything I was hot, not even a little bit cold. My panting breaths kept coming out like moans.
I was completely out of my mind.
“Ngh, ah… hng, haah.”
We bit and sucked like animals. The foreplay that would have been done slowly and carefully if we’d been in our right minds passed violently and quickly. To be precise, we were aroused enough not to need foreplay.
No, if I’d been in my right mind in the first place, I wouldn’t be doing this kind of thing with Won Dogyeong.
Thrust—
While still kissing me, he aligned his tip with my entrance and pushed in mercilessly. A size I’d never taken before squeezed tightly past my inner flesh and filled me completely. The penetration received in an endless state of excitement brought pleasure so intense my hair stood on end.
“Ah…!”
“Yeo Jeongwon…”
Won Dogyeong’s eyes were completely out of it too, with no trace of his earlier appearance holding back my wrist. He buried his face in my nape and embraced me as if to burst, then began moving his hips without giving me even a moment to rest.
“Ngh, ah, hah! Hng…!”
I was shaken mercilessly and let out moans as they came without any thought of holding back. Every time his member pounded deep inside, a tingling pleasure rang through the back of my head. It feels good. As if that was all I could think, my mind was blank.
