6.
The cruel wheel’s owner is someone else.
I can never avoid it rolling straight toward me.
The house was full of paint smell. The place I arrived at after crossing through the dark house was a pure white bathroom. To avoid going in, I put strength into my toes. It felt like my toes would break because of the threshold. Cheon Jaerim used all his strength to stuff me, who was resisting, into the bathtub. To speak correctly, he ‘shoved’ me in.
Looking at the dark space outside from inside the bright bathtub, it was very dark like a door leading to hell. My socks were rat poison to the dry, parched bathtub. It was hard to escape the smooth bathtub. Cheon Jaerim, standing outside the bathtub like a gatekeeper, raised the silver lever. Before I could avoid it, ice-cold water poured down from the top of my head. Unable to avoid the water pouring down from above, I stuck my head out of the bathtub.
“You’re already dripping with grime.”
“Uh, urgh… uup, puh!”
Cheon Jaerim picked up the showerhead and sprayed it everywhere. His face was emotionless like cleaning up hair scattered in the bathroom. After soaking my entire body for a while, he rolled up his shirt sleeves. He grabbed the top of my head and held it still. I accepted the water entering my eyes, nose, and mouth like a baptism. It was like running away because I didn’t want to wash and being forced to wash my face. I struggled desperately to escape the bathtub. Pushed by the baptism of water, I flailed and grabbed Cheon Jaerim’s arm. Because of the wet clothes, my whole body became heavy like water-logged cotton. The damp clothes stuck unpleasantly. Cheon Jaerim naturally didn’t just watch that sight. The wet clothes fell off one by one.
“Uh, I’m sorry, I was, wrong! Hng, puh.”
“What did you do wrong?”
“Sorry, hkk, I, tried to, run, away, hnng, huu……”
“So what’s your plan going forward?”
“Hng, sorry, ugh, hupu, heuk, heuk……”
Did my pleading work?
When the water stopped, chills came. I escaped from the bathtub as if running away, wearing only underwear. Cheon Jaerim watched from behind as I crawled out. I looked for something to wrap around my body in the empty interior.
“What are you going to do from now on?”
“……”
“Will you listen to me?”
Cheon Jaerim turned off the bathroom light and came out. It became dark all at once. I rolled my eyes here and there to adapt to the darkened vision. I heard breathing right in front of me. I stood my stiffened body still in that spot. Every time Cheon Jaerim took a step toward me, I stepped back to maintain distance. The cold wall touched me. I nodded while looking at eyes sparkling in the darkness.
“Then face the wall.”
“Hng… huh?”
My trembling body turned around.
“Do you remember your first time, hyung? It’ll hurt like that time.”
“I, don’t want…!”
“Stand up straight.”
My refusal only came out in words. Cheon Jaerim pressed his body against mine and pushed me against the wall. I could see the white wallpaper getting dampened from the moisture. His foot came between my legs and spread my feet apart. I heard the sound of a zipper going down with a zziik. I tried to reach my hand back to stop Cheon Jaerim, but it was me who was blocked instead. Cheon Jaerim only lowered his pants zipper, took out his cock, and rubbed it in the center of my buttocks. I trembled my legs at the cock that could enter at any moment.
There’s nothing here. Cheon Jaerim grabbed my chin and turned it to the side. I could see the empty interior. You’re going to hurt a lot today, hyung. And I’m the one making you hurt. As soon as those words ended, my waist was pulled back sharply. The flesh of my waist that his hand touched was hot. My wrists were released, and Cheon Jaerim spat on my buttocks area. The saliva flowed down along the ridge. Cheon Jaerim held his cock and slowly smeared the flowing saliva on the glans. And then…….
“Jae, Jaerim, urgh…!”
Three fingers entered my mouth. I couldn’t say anything with the hand pressing down hard on my tongue. It was painful. It felt like my body was being torn into twelve pieces. Every time Cheon Jaerim’s hip bone hit my buttocks and pulled away, it made thwack, thwack, thwack sounds. I braced against the wall to support my body. However, every time I was pushed by the force thrusting from behind, my upper body collapsed forward. The fingers came out of my mouth. From the open mouth, words begging for forgiveness endlessly burst out.
“Hng, ugh, I was, wrong, ngh!”
“I know. But, you shouldn’t, do wrong, things, in the first, place.”
“Ngh, ah! I won’t, do it, again!”
“Spread your legs more.”
“Hng, sorry, kka, I’m……”
Both arms were caught higher than my head. My two hands became the vertex forming a triangle. This was the first time doing this position since being punished for not doing homework.
“If your hands come down, you’ll get hit.”
“Hng, mm, hup!”
My nerves focused on my fingertips. A hand came to the inside of my groin. Cheon Jaerim, who had fixed that position as if to hammer in a nail, moved as if whipping. Every time it entered with thud, thud, thud, the hands stuck to the wall gradually came down. When the angle of my elbows became sharp, my buttocks went ‘smack!’ and caught fire. I could feel the muscles contracting and the hole shrinking. When the cock felt tight in the narrowed inner wall, a moan came out naturally.
“Surprised? So that’s why you just deliciously bit my cock?”
“Hng, ngh, heuk, kk, kk……”
“You like it so much you’ll die.”
“Kkeuk, I don’t, like it, heup.”
“You don’t like it? Why don’t you like it? You’re a pervert. You like dirty talk.”
“No, hey… hng, ah!”
Cheon Jaerim spread both sides of my buttocks nicely with his palms. I could feel cold air between the buttocks spread left and right. When Cheon Jaerim pulled his waist back, the cock slowly went back and forth between my buttocks. I felt a persistent gaze through the opening.
“The inside flesh is coming out. It’s red. Like blood.”
“Hkk, kk, haa……”
“Are you hiccupping?”
I shook my head. My arms extended upward and my bent lower back ached. Maintaining the same position for a long time while receiving physical force from behind felt like I’d get a cramp. The trembling went down my neck to my lower body. Cheon Jaerim leisurely inserted his cock while watching me trembling gently. I could feel the soft inner wall pulling at the cock gently sliding out.
“Ah… bite again, again.”
“Mm! Ah! Ha, kk, mm!”
Cheon Jaerim, who muttered roughly, swept through my insides at a faster speed than before. Every time the cock went back and forth through the wide-open buttocks, I could feel the hole closing and opening freely like a sponge. Imagining that, a very strange sexual sensation rose from my navel. I was startled by the emotion that rose to the surface and lowered my hands to grab my lower belly. Then a cruel handprint was immediately stamped on my buttocks.
“Kk!”
My buttocks were surprised again and the hole tightened. I crawled my trembling hand on the wall and hooked my fingers again. When I waited for him in the pile-driving position, one buttock loosened and a hand suddenly came in toward my lower belly.
“Where is it uncomfortable? Here?”
Cheon Jaerim began to insert and remove his cock from my hole while finding the uncomfortable spot and pressing hard with his palm. Every time the cock that had entered deeply inside was pressed by his palm, my lower back tilted to one side.
“Haa, stop now, I’m tired, mm!”
In the end, Cheon Jaerim cornered me against the wall after my legs gave out and I collapsed. My cheek touched the cold wall, and the sticky cock rubbed against my cheek.
“What are you doing, suck it.”
“Uum, mm… uum!”
I took the glans that came close to my nose in my mouth. I didn’t have the courage to put in what was still greatly swollen from not having ejaculated yet. Instead, I licked up the side of the shaft, burying my face between his crotch. After licking the side shaft and coming back up to the glans, my chin was grabbed.
“I can see everything you’re scheming. You need to suck it with your throat. Should I shove it in?”
I moved my tongue without rest. I rubbed the shaft as if my tongue would wear out, raised my head up, and put the cock into my throat. The hiccups continued. Every time my chest went up with a ‘hk!’, my throat was blocked. When I gagged, the cock pulled back and the glans stayed in the middle of my tongue. When the coughing stopped, it entered my throat as if it had been waiting. Every time it entered inside, my face felt like it was swelling. I grabbed one of Cheon Jaerim’s thighs with both hands and moved my face. Later, I was almost hugging his thigh. With a retch, something burst out filling my mouth.
“Keep going.”
Despite having ejaculated, Cheon Jaerim continued to stay in my mouth. Uum, uuhup, ppak—the sounds were swallowed by the semen filling my mouth. When Cheon Jaerim pulled back, white semen stretched long between my open mouth and his front and dripped to the floor. I kept my mouth open for the semen that continued to come out. However, before everything could flow out, the cock entered again.
How much time had passed? The back of my head was pressed tightly against the wall. I endured Cheon Jaerim putting strength into his back and moving his waist. Every time the cock entered, I worked my mouth as if tightening it. My fingers on the floor twitched as if convulsing. When the tightly swollen cock relented its momentum again, I had to swallow everything down my throat except what flowed out of my mouth. As I breathed hii, hiik through my tattered throat, Cheon Jaerim cupped the back of my head. There was nothing to refuse about this situation finally ending. My entire mouth hurt as if my cheeks and gums had been peeled. I wanted to lay down my exhausted body. When I raised my head, I saw a face smiling faintly.
My body was half raised.
Is it over now?
“Now……”
“We need to tour the house.”
The doorknob was pulled. A strange sound rang in my head. Thudung-dung, thudung, dung. I could see the wheel rolling as if to crush me.
“Let’s do it properly this time?”
Hiccup!
The panties that had been hanging on my ankle were crumpled into my mouth.
With underwear in my mouth, I was dragged to the chilly room. The sound of my teeth chattering was blocked by the soft underwear and made no sound. My caught wrist trembled visibly.
“Are you scared?”
“……”
“If you listen well, I won’t hit you.”
Cheon Jaerim laid me on the hard floor. Even though there was a bed right next to us. I squeezed my eyes shut. I didn’t want to see that weapon dangling between his legs. As soon as I closed my eyes, a palm flew. With a ‘smack!’ sound, before my head could even turn, my lower jaw was grabbed.
“Don’t close your eyes in front of me.”
“……”
Was I terrified? It would be strange not to be. I chewed on the panties and nodded my head. I don’t know how hard he grabbed my chin, but my lower jaw ached. I became docile as if I’d become his stud horse.
Cheon Jaerim climbed on top of my waist. Twisting my body was a feeble movement. I felt miserable and wronged. Inside my mouth, the underwear I’d been wearing all day was shoved in like a gag, and thinking about my body that would be abused all through dawn, I couldn’t help but cry. Tears flowed profusely in my pitiful state. Moans gradually leaked out between my closed mouth. Cheon Jaerim looked down at me from above as if enlightened, then pulled out the underwear.
