‘Is mine not enough? You have two holes so you need two cocks?’
‘Ngh, stop talking nonsense. You’re plenty overwhelming…’
‘Right?’
Taeju’s expression changed quickly. His fierce face finally became gentle, as if he’d heard a satisfying answer.
‘I need to know why he came…’
‘It’ll be boring talk. Business talk, probably. I wonder what’s so urgent that even big hyung came.’
Taeju clicked his tongue briefly. Iseo looked at Taeju who was bending his waist and rubbing foam even on his own legs. When his broad back bent, hard vertebrae protruded like reptilian claws.
Iseo stared at it more intently than if he were touching it with his hands.
‘Are you okay?’
‘With what.’
‘It’s your family’s business.’
‘Well, yeah.’
‘Coming here in the first place was because of that too, wasn’t it?’
He turned on the water after roughly covering everything with foam. Between the coolly pouring water, two bodies tangled. Iseo repeatedly swept over his face. His eyelashes drooped and covered his eyes from the water flowing down from above.
‘You know more than I thought. I thought you were just stuck in the mountains.’
Taeju grinned at Iseo. The freshness you’d see in someone that age clung to his lips. The slightly protruding cheekbones and the coolly curved eyes were all as warm as the falling hot water.
Taeju placed his hand like a visor on Iseo’s forehead to block the water flow. At that small gesture, his heart dropped with a thud. The tangled eyelashes moved properly once the flowing water disappeared. Yet Iseo still blinked his eyelids repeatedly as if he couldn’t see well.
Taeju’s smile deepened. He was watching the rapidly blinking eyelids. He touched around Iseo’s eyelids with his other hand. His water-soaked hand delicately traced the corners of his eyes and the thin lids.
Iseo’s eye area trembled. The wet skin seemed to stick to each other with viscosity.
‘Well, I have plenty of time. And I have no mind right now to think about anything other than having sex with hyung.’
The plummeting heart hit the ground and bounced back up quickly. Sex whispered so deeply like honey sounded like love. I have no mind to think about anything other than love.
He knew he was being foolish. The sex Yeon Taeju spoke of couldn’t be love, and the time he said was plenty couldn’t be time spent with him. Yet Iseo felt like it was okay.
Gwak Hyeonju’s face came to mind for a moment but was forgotten like fog disappearing in rising sunlight.
‘I even dream of spreading hyung’s legs in my dreams.’
Taeju drew closer. Iseo squeezed his eyes shut tight. The amplitude of his heartbeat grew so large it felt like it would eventually break through his ribs and burst out.
It was like Yeon Taeju’s own confession. For a man as crude and messy as him, his confession would probably be like that too. His breath tightened shut like closing his eyes.
Lips rubbed over where his own hands had caressed.
‘It’s all thoughts of hyung.’
Like scenery with a long history, his voice held a deep profundity. It was hazy. When he opened his tightly shut eyes, Yeon Taeju’s eyes were right in front.
His black pupils stabbed him like spears. Iseo felt like he would reveal his emotions to him just like that, so he let his gaze flow downward.
It felt like his flesh and bones would melt and flow somewhere with the flowing stream. Iseo panted shortly as if sobbing.
In that hazy moment of being intoxicated by Yeon Taeju like that, he thrust an egg at him. To Iseo who shook his head saying no, Taeju whispered like a devil.
‘If you put this in and stand before hyung, I won’t use this next time.’
‘You were planning to use that again?’
Iseo asked back in shock as if belatedly waking from sleep.
‘So, if you put this in and go down to the first floor, I won’t do it.’
‘How can I meet Yeon Muju with that in! I feel like I’ll die as soon as it goes in…!’
‘It won’t vibrate. It’s small anyway, compared to your hole.’
* * *
“Please sit, hyung. Have you eaten?”
Muju sat in the seat Iseo offered while rotating his neck once, showing off.
“No, I came driving straight without resting. Why do you live so far away. If you’re feeling okay, come back to Seoul since aunt is worried too.”
“No, I’m not that well. Please prepare a meal.”
After answering Muju quite coldly, Iseo turned around and spoke to the employee. Because his speech had almost no inflection, whatever he said sounded cold.
Taeju still stared intently at Iseo with his arms crossed. Come to think of it, his tone when speaking was similar to aunt’s. The pitch of his speech was almost flat and his tone was firm. If asked to express coldness with sound, Taeju wanted to answer with Iseo’s voice right now.
Did he talk to me like that too? Taeju carefully traced back to the beginning.
“Ah, really? I thought you looked fine… What’s so bad? Hey, Yeon Taeju, did you take good care of your cousin hyung?”
The big hyung who became awkward for no reason dragged him into it. Taeju looked once each at Iseo and Muju sitting on opposite sides, then sat next to Iseo.
“I couldn’t do any better than now. Right, hyung?”
“Seriously, Yeon Taeju, you…”
The end of the question Taeju posed was directed at Iseo, but Muju sitting across shook his head as if he was hopeless. Taeju only slightly raised the ends of his eyebrows.
“Are you okay, hyung?”
Taeju wrapped his arm around Iseo’s shoulders as he sat up straight without leaning against the backrest. Muju focused on what his younger brother was saying worriedly rather than the friendly contact. Only Iseo was uncomfortable with that touch and slightly twisted his shoulders.
“Not bad.”
Iseo looked straight ahead without giving Taeju a single glance. Muju, who met Iseo’s gaze, spoke like a sigh.
“Ah, your health must really be bad. When I heard about it back then, I heard it was related to the spinal cord…”
“Yes, Spinal Muscular Atrophy with Lateral Sclerosis. Usually there’s no big problem with daily life, but sometimes it gets worse.”
“Oh my, really? A complete cure is difficult?”
Iseo wanted to shift his buttocks because of the foreign sensation he couldn’t get used to. While maintaining a statue-like upright posture with painstaking willpower, Taeju suddenly leaned his body against the backrest and slouched.
Since they were so close, Iseo’s body also shook slightly. Iseo glanced sideways to see what Taeju was doing. His arm entered the floating space between the sofa backrest and his back.
“Yes, it’ll be difficult. There’s no choice but to slow down the progression with drug therapy.”
Rather than his cousin who was curious about his condition now after more than 10 years of no interest, Iseo’s attention was drawn to Yeon Taeju’s arm that had entered behind his back.
“Hey…”
Iseo glared slightly at Taeju and whispered. Taeju, whose neck was also slouched against the backrest, smiled mischievously.
“What, hyung.”
“But you two really became close? You two were close originally, but Taeju, were you in contact with Iseo this whole time?”
“No, I saw him when we were young and met him for the first time after coming here.”
“Really? I was surprised that Iseo was so comfortable too.”
“Because I have such a good personality.”
While saying that, Taeju’s hand firmly grasped Iseo’s outer buttock in one hand. Iseo was startled and shrank his shoulders, quickly turning his head. The glare looking at Taeju was sharp enough to draw blood if it stabbed.
But Taeju laughed even seeing such a gaze. With a masturbation device inside, it was only funny no matter how he looked.
“You talk well… Later after eating, show me your room.”
“Whatever.”
“Hyung, are you staying overnight?”
“Ah, no. I have to go to work tomorrow. The company is in an emergency. The situation isn’t good these days…”
As if this was his chance, Muju leaned forward and added weight to his voice.
“Actually, like all other companies, the company situation is very bad these days. Raw material prices are rising, and suddenly several suppliers we’ve been dealing with said they’re cutting off transactions at the same time…”
While Muju continued speaking with full concern, Taeju kneaded Iseo’s buttocks. Iseo unconsciously tightened and released his entrance.
The silicone egg inside gradually entered deeper. Because of the device slowly flowing backward deep inside through the mucous membrane heated up by Yeon Taeju’s penis, Iseo’s face gradually heated up.
“Actually, the suppliers slashed their prices at the same time. That means they’re cutting off transactions, so inventory just keeps piling up…”
“Huu…”
A small breath like a sigh leaked from Iseo’s mouth. At that short breath, Muju quickly raised his gaze that had been directed at the floor.
“I, I know it’s a shameless request… could you maybe say something to auntie?”
Taeju, whose body was deeply leaning against the backrest, glanced at Muju once and pressed hard with his finger where the buttock crease was. Color rose even to Iseo’s earlobes.
He could feel the curve of the buttocks becoming hard as strength tensed. Taeju felt like his own cock would also harden, so he exhaled slowly and his lips twitched.
