1―13. The First Time
Jeong Minha, who had even prepared to lead coolly, tried to get up again, but Seo Sihan kissed him again right away, so he lay back down. To be precise, he was so surprised and happy that he couldn’t properly put strength into his body.
Seo Sihan, who was slow at everything as usual, kissed very slowly too. Because of the lips and tongue slowly intertwining, Jeong Minha already felt like he would lose his mind. Until now he had only imagined it, but he couldn’t believe this was actually happening right now.
It was warmer, hotter, softer than he thought, and above all…….
“Ha….”
Hyung’s face is really……!
Seeing it up close, it felt like his heart would burst even more. Every time their lips touched, it felt like his long eyelashes were touching too. It tickled. His whole body just tickled so much he couldn’t stand it.
He wanted to keep looking at his face, but his eyes closed naturally. He wanted to run away in embarrassment.
As Jeong Minha just tightly gripped the bed sheets with his hands not knowing what to do, Seo Sihan made Jeong Minha’s arms wrap around his own shoulders.
While kissing like that, at the suddenly touching hands, Jeong Minha immediately opened his eyes.
“Mmm…, u, uh?!”
Seo Sihan was trying to unbutton Jeong Minha’s top. Jeong Minha hurriedly grabbed Seo Sihan’s hands and stopped him.
“N, no!”
“But Minha said let’s do it….”
“No, that’s not it…!”
Jeong Minha quickly fastened his clothes and looked up at Seo Sihan to plead.
“Can’t we do it with them on…?”
“…Minha-ya, I’m asking just in case….”
“Yes?”
“You came here to have sex with me, right?”
“……!! Th, tha… that’s… right, but……”
Because of Seo Sihan’s unfiltered words, Jeong Minha became even more embarrassed instead. As he covered his own face with his hands feeling ashamed, Seo Sihan immediately reached out and turned off the lamp button next to the bed.
The room darkened in an instant. Only the night view outside the window shone brightly.
“Are you still embarrassed like this?”
“J, just the first time……”
When did he walk around the living room so calmly without clothes, and now why is he suddenly like this? Seo Sihan didn’t understand, but because the embarrassed Jeong Minha was cute, he said he understood.
He even thought about just stopping because Jeong Minha told him not to take off his clothes either, but he endured. It was because he cutely asked what if hyung caught a cold. Anyway, Seo Sihan, who thought everything was cute, granted all of Jeong Minha’s requests.
Still, he had to take off the pants to do anything at all, so Seo Sihan naturally took off Jeong Minha’s pants while kissing him again.
Jeong Minha, whose mind became hazy from the kiss, belatedly realized his lower half had disappeared and covered his underwear with his hands.
“Hu, uaaah!”
“It’s okay…. Can you raise your arms again?”
Seo Sihan calmed and soothed Jeong Minha as much as possible. Still, the usual Jeong Minha would be embarrassed just from approaching him closely, but now just coming this far was praiseworthy.
In the first place, Seo Sihan really had no intention of stopping. Before starting was one thing, but having come this far, he couldn’t suppress the desire to touch more.
Since Jeong Minha didn’t want to take off his top, Seo Sihan kept kissing the exposed nape of his neck.
Every time breath touched his neck, Jeong Minha tried to push him away with his hands saying it tickled, but at the sensation he soon felt, he immediately lowered his head to look down.
“Hu, huk…! Hyung! What are you doing, ngh…!”
“Mmm…. Can I touch it?”
Seo Sihan slowly put his hand inside Jeong Minha’s underwear. As the hand that had strangely touched him even when holding hands usually now touched his genitals, Jeong Minha was startled and flinched.
“Ah, hngh, hyung, hyung! Just a moment, please! Hik…! Hah, really just a sec—”
As he kept saying something in confusion, Seo Sihan just blocked his mouth with a kiss again. At the same time, while listening to the urgent breathing sounds leaking out, he immediately caressed Jeong Minha’s penis.
“Uh, hngh! Mmm…! Hng, urk……!”
Being persistently touched with a tongue from above and a hand from below, Jeong Minha’s eyes even began to well up with tears.
Then, after a while, because of the approaching feeling of ejaculation, he hurriedly turned his head to stop Seo Sihan.
“Ah, hah…! Just a moment! Stop, I said stop… hik, ah!”
He urgently pushed Seo Sihan away with his hands, but with strength already released, it was insufficient. Eventually, Jeong Minha, who ejaculated in Seo Sihan’s hand, screamed.
“Hngh, ah, why won’t you move! I told you not to! …I, I’m sorry……”
Seeing Jeong Minha getting angry while apologizing, Seo Sihan just laughed.
Jeong Minha, who came back to his senses, backed away while lying down. He couldn’t see well because it was dark, but he felt scared first. However, he was blocked by the bed wall and couldn’t go further.
“Hyu, hyung…! I…!”
“…Minha-ya.”
“Y, yes…?”
“How does Minha want to do it? I mean, the side that puts this in……”
“Aaah…! Hyung please your mouth……!”
Jeong Minha quickly covered Seo Sihan’s mouth with his hand. He felt like he’d die of embarrassment if he heard more.
Regardless, Seo Sihan kissed that palm. At this, Jeong Minha pulled his hand away again in shock.
“Ah, seriously…!”
“I really like Minha’s hands too much….”
“U, eh…?!”
Hearing the suddenly confessed sincere feelings, Jeong Minha was about to get annoyed but became flustered. Come to think of it, did he just block him with his right hand?
Seo Sihan stared intently at his right palm. Jeong Minha, who somehow had ominous thoughts, changed the subject saying let’s just achieve the original goal first.
“D, do it to me!”
“Hm?”
“Ah, I mean…! You should…… put it in me!”
“Huh? Really…?”
Seo Sihan asked back with a surprised face. If he honestly answered that he didn’t want hyung to be in pain here, Seo Sihan would also be considerate saying he disliked Minha being in pain more. So he gave a different excuse.
“……I’ve never done it before, so I don’t really know how to do it.”
“I’m also a first with a man….”
Then does that mean he’s done it with women……? Because of Seo Sihan who dealt the final blow with the sense of betrayal, Jeong Minha got angry again.
“It’s my first time with a man too?! This is all because of you, hyung! So why do you make me like you!”
“Minha-ya….”
It was meant to be anger, but Seo Sihan was rather greatly moved by what he just heard. Ah, this isn’t it? Jeong Minha, who couldn’t have things go his way, just rushed Seo Sihan for no reason.
And he regretted it in 1 minute.
“……Huh?”
Mesmerized by the pretty smiling face, when he looked down, he saw something strange.
“Wha… what is this?”
Seo Sihan pulled down his pants slightly and took out his penis. Jeong Minha saw the unexpectedly sized thing and couldn’t close his mouth.
“Hyu, hyung…. Wait a moment….”
“…Should we stop after all? I’m okay—”
“No! I can do it!”
Because of Jeong Minha who was overconfident even in this, Seo Sihan burst into laughter. Then he immediately took out a condom from the drawer next to the bed and put it on. Jeong Minha, who watched curiously, asked.
“Hyung, why do you have that? Don’t tell me with another person…?”
“No, after briefly kissing Minha last time… just in case….”
“I, I see….”
He thought only he had been agonizing and studying all this time, but apparently not. Realizing Seo Sihan had also prepared in his own way, the corners of his mouth naturally went up.
“Mm, ahem. But… but I’m a man? Don’t you not need to do that?”
“No. What if Minha’s stomach hurts….”
“Yes? ……Yes?!”
Jeong Minha, who didn’t understand for a moment, realized the meaning a few seconds later. So if he ejaculates inside, his stomach might hurt later? So right now inside… hyung… inside me?
Because of the imagination approaching as reality in earnest, Jeong Minha screamed. A, as expected, I can’t do it. I think I need a little more preparation. As he shouted in a flustered tone, Seo Sihan said just one thing. If Minha doesn’t want to do it, we won’t do it…. Hearing those words, Jeong Minha, whose heart weakened, just accepted.
……And he regretted it again in 3 minutes.
Why was he so well-prepared, this time Seo Sihan took out some kind of bottle from the drawer and squeezed it on his own hand. When Jeong Minha asked what that was, Seo Sihan smiled shyly and answered.
“To help Minha… hurt as little as possible.”
“……”
Was he talking about something like lube? Stopping short of speaking directly and explaining indirectly like this was equally embarrassing.
As he kept watching nervously, Seo Sihan approached with a calm smile. No matter how many times he saw it, it was a sparkling face he couldn’t get used to, so Jeong Minha held his breath.
“Minha-ya, breathe.”
As soon as he exhaled after hearing the words, their lips overlapped again. Around the time he felt proud thinking he now knew somewhat when to breathe, he held his breath again at the slipperiness suddenly felt from behind.
“Hu, hngh, urk……! Wha, what…?!”
“Mmm…. Just a moment….”
Seo Sihan stopped kissing and buried his head in Jeong Minha’s nape. Because of that, Jeong Minha was startled, but that wasn’t what was important right now. It was because Seo Sihan kept pressing inside him with his hand.
“Urgh…. This feels strange….”
“Mm….”
Long fingers slowly pushed further inside. Accordingly, when he was catching his breath from the pressure of something, suddenly with a feeling like his whole body was being pierced, his waist greatly flinched.
“Ah…!”
Seo Sihan, whose head was buried in Jeong Minha’s nape, couldn’t help but hear the trembling voice better. When he pressed once more to confirm, this time Jeong Minha even covered his own mouth with both hands.
“Hu, nngh…?!”
Because of the much higher voice tone than before, even Jeong Minha himself was flustered and rolled his eyes here and there.
