“Ruben…. Ruben….”
“Hk, hngh, stop, sto…. p….”
“You…. wanted this, right?”
I put my hand on lovely Ruben’s cheek and whispered. Cute Ruben, lovely Ruben. I want him to become not just my omega, but my man alone. Not dating anyone else, not sleeping with anyone, not even looking at anyone, only my Ruben! Just that thought makes me shudder as I whisper to Ruben.
“Instead of a dildo…. a real, cock…. ah, an alpha’s cock….”
“Shut, up, hnghk, hk, hnghh….”
“Not cold, silicone…. a real, cock…. so….”
Ruben’s crying face was truly the most beautiful. His eyes sparkling because of tears were more beautiful than any jewel, and my chest was full with lovability. But that’s not the only reason I’m happy. The fact that we’re having sex means, the meaning of me coming inside Ruben is….
“So…… you can also…. get pregnant….”
“……Hik,”
At the words I whispered, Ruben’s clouded eyes opened wide. A fear I’d never seen in Ruben filled those eyes. He trembled and opened his mouth as if to say something, but when I inserted into the deepest place as if folding Ruben’s body and began to thrust my cock strongly, what he was about to say turned into broken moans.
“Kkhk, hk, hk, ah, ahhk…!”
“Real, it’s a real cock! Semen, my semen, take it, take it,”
“Ahk, hk, kkuk, no, ahk, hnaahk…!”
Cute and lovely Ruben. He burst into tears thinking his first time was stolen by a dildo, but ironically, when actually penetrated by a real cock, he seemed even more shocked. I like that. That Ruben who had always reigned above me is this scared just from realizing he has a body I can impregnate!
It’s an ugly thought but I’m even more excited by it. My head empties with excitement, and my mouth starts spewing whatever words come to mind haphazardly.
“Your egg, Ruben, hk, hk, I’ll fertilize it with my sperm, okay? You understand, right? My, my child, give birth to it, a child that looks like Ruben, hk, cu, cute child…! Let’s get married, Ruben, let’s get married…!”
“Uuuk, ahk, ahhhhk…!”
My cock that began ejaculating in the deepest place swelled as if it were natural. To completely fertilize Ruben’s inside with my semen, my body had already chosen Ruben as my mate. Ruben was staring at the air with his mouth open, trembling violently. His arms that lost their place convulsed intermittently on the bedspread.
“On my back…. put your arms around me….”
Whispering that, I licked his cute-colored tongue with my tongue and kissed him deeply. When I felt Ruben’s hands on my bare back, my heart melted. He must have unconsciously embraced me in an extreme situation, but my head became dizzy with a feeling like being loved. I felt my body heating up. I entrusted my body to my quickened heartbeat.
With trembling hands, I held Ruben facing me and completely overlapped my body with his. I want to melt into Ruben and become one with him. I want to know everything down to the parts that can’t be known from the outside. Although it was a cry from instinct rather than reason, the moment I cried out “let’s get married” to him echoes in my head.
If that really happens, if Ruben has my child and I marry Ruben, could I not be separated from him? If we get married, will the place next to Ruben naturally become mine? At the possibility I couldn’t even dare to imagine before gaining hypnotic ability, I naturally become excited. Now that I’ve regained control of my life, I can know what my true desire is. I wanted to stay with Ruben like this forever. As if without him, I would feel like only half of myself….
*
“Ruben…. from now on, you won’t hold women…. do, don’t meet them, don’t date them…. don’t do any sexual acts at all. No, not just dating but even simply relieving desire…. you can’t call women. Don’t hold women, remember….”
“……”
“…What do you think?”
“I’m…. not a homo though….”
“Haah….”
I gave suggestions while lying side by side with Ruben. Ruben, who had good stamina, could listen to my suggestions even after hours of rough sex. As expected, there was resistance for Ruben who really liked women a lot, and seeing him refuse even subconsciously made me sigh, but I don’t give up. At times like this, if I persuade him logically, the effect of the suggestion deepens.
“……Ruben…. you’re an omega. You know that…. for an omega to have sex with women is more like being a homo….”
“……”
There’s no expression on Ruben’s face, but somehow an unconvinced silence flowed. As expected, for Ruben who likes women so much, this might be hypnosis that’s a bit early. I observe Ruben’s reaction and ask once more.
“Do you understand now?”
“……Yeah….”
‘…It worked…!’
I thought I’d have to persuade him with different logic, but the Boss accepted my suggestion more easily than expected. In the end, I succeeded in persuading Ruben. Ruben with vacant eyes obediently listening to me was good, but better than that is Ruben in his right mind who won’t be able to have sex with women from now on.
Ah, but there’s something more important than that. I pull together my mind that was about to become complacent and suggest to Ruben once more.
“Bu, but you can’t do it with men either. Ju, just! Don’t have sex from now on…! When you’re horny, masturbate, o, okay….”
“……Yeah….”
“And! And, tha, that woman who ran away today…. do, don’t call her again or anything, and don’t trouble her. Do, don’t cause her any harm…. Tha, that dildo, honestly it was too big… Ruben can accommodate it but it’s not normal……”
“Yeah……”
“……There’s not a day I can relax……”
I sighed and hugged Ruben. You can sleep now. With those words, I held Ruben who fell into deep sleep and buried my nose in his hair. This person’s body smells sweet all over. Inhaling deeply, I muttered to myself. I’ll love you every single day.
*
“Hey, Elbek.”
When Ruben appeared at ‘Manon’s Pleasure’ before opening, all the employees in his field of vision cleared the area. Except for me alone. If Andy-ssi had been there, he wouldn’t have cleared the area either, but fortunately he was in the kitchen making chicken cream pie.
“Bo, Boss…. you’re here….”
“Hmph, business must be going well? Those idiots, these days they’re obsessed with exercise.”
Ruben sneered seeing a group of jogging club members competing to buy the salads we’d stocked. These days, we set up a vendor like this before opening to sell sandwiches and salads.
This allowed us to increase sales without making unnecessary noise. Of course, if I wanted, I could make all the customers who come here consume their entire fortunes without resistance, but I didn’t want to do that.
I did induce them to jog and buy salads, but in return, the residents here are becoming healthier, so I think this level of consumption is okay. Old man Andy’s salads, made by his skilled cooking, received better reviews than his pies, and recently we’ve been able to reach the sales Ruben wanted. Did he come to praise that point? Ruben under the rarely clear sunshine looked even more angelic than last time, so I pressed down on my chest so he wouldn’t notice and smiled awkwardly.
“Yes, yes, An, Andy-ssi worked hard….”
“Really? Old man Andrew worked hard?”
“Ah, and, and kitchen assistant Claudia-ssi, and the new kitchen assistant Tom-ssi….”
“Then you’re not needed.”
What?! I questioned back without realizing it. I thought it was a joke but Ruben’s face is serious. His rigidly hardened face was staring as if piercing through my soul. How many seconds did I endure that gaze while sweating coldly, no, sweating profusely, when Ruben’s face softened gently and poured out laughter.
“I’m joking, joking, idiot!”
“A, ah, ah….”
He said that uncharacteristically and even patted my shoulder. My heart beat irregularly. I was thinking I didn’t know if it was excitement or fear when—
“You, be my secretary from now on.”
“Whaat?!”
This is excitement. I shouted loudly and jumped. I really jumped. My feet must have left the ground by 30cm.
“I’m specially promoting you.”
“Ah, a, ah….”
“There might be things like yesterday. Ha! Virgin kid. It’s your first time seeing a woman’s bra and stuff, right?”
I felt my face turn bright red. Right now, Ruben only remembers very small fragments of what happened yesterday. Of course, I erased the memory of having sex, and in Ruben’s head there’s only the memory that I obediently cleaned up the underwear and dildo as he ordered and put him to sleep.
But in the midst of that, a new job. And secretary at that…! If I’m secretary, I can be with Ruben every day. I can live seeing Ruben’s face every day even during the day. Not only that. All of Ruben’s past secretaries were prostitutes he liked the most at that time.
…He’s probably not thinking of me that way though.
Thinking about that made me a bit irritated, so I muttered in a small voice.
“I’m not a virgin though.”
“What?”
“N, nothing……”
Did I get too bold? I glanced at Ruben, but there wasn’t a single dark cloud on his face. In rare weather, rarely in a good mood, Ruben didn’t seem to have heard those words, and didn’t seem to want to hear them. Rather, what he would want to hear more is this.
“From now on, I’ll do even better. Thank you, I look forward to working with you, Boss!”
“Yeah, do well from now on.”
I’ll do well in ways you can’t even imagine. Those words at least I could swallow inside my mouth.
