While he was looking back and forth between both, the owner of the clothes made the decision for him. The experiences so far couldn’t become memories. He accepted the reality that he couldn’t take a single souvenir and put the clothes in the trash can.
Yeon Dogyeong, who became naked first, entered the shower booth inside the changing room. Like he had seen in a movie once, shower booths with both sides blocked were divided into compartments. While listening to the sound of falling water, Joo Seonghan also moved his steps inside. Although it couldn’t be seen, it didn’t seem polite to go to the booth right next door, so he settled in a booth one compartment away and turned the faucet. Warm water poured out from the showerhead attached above his head.
“……”
He stretched out his palm under the water spouting out at constant pressure. How should he express this feeling? He was at a loss for words because the obvious fact that water comes out when you turn the faucet felt strangely new. With a blank mind, he repeatedly clenched and opened his outstretched hand, then stood under the stream of water. He closed his eyes.
“Team, Team Leader-nim.”
“Yes.”
Although he spoke very quietly, Yeon Dogyeong immediately gave an answer. Joo Seonghan turned off the faucet and swept back his wet hair. And he buried his face in his hands.
“…Thank you.”
What would have happened without him? They would still be struggling together as three people, suffering from hunger. What if he hadn’t rescued Joo Seonghan? He would have been torn apart by semi-humans and disappeared long ago. What if it hadn’t been him who entered the cave together? He would never have touched another man’s lips in his lifetime.
Did he regret that day? The memory with him couldn’t even become a past to regret.
“Should I come, or will Joo Seonghan-ssi come?”
A wrong path that deviated from normalcy lay before Joo Seonghan. Joo Seonghan came out of the shower booth avoiding the guilt hanging higher than his head at the entrance of the path. Tap tap, he walked and stood in front of the shower booth he had entered. He, who was wringing water from his hair with one hand, gestured to Joo Seonghan.
“How far?”
“…Just kissing…”
He answered slowly while approaching him. He, who closed his eyes, flicked Joo Seonghan’s penis with his finger.
“Really?”
“……”
Pretending not to notice his half-erect penis, he took one more step closer to him. Perhaps he had already finished shampooing, a nice smell came from him. Along with it came the smell of blood. Joo Seonghan looked at the wound on the outer part of his forearm.
“Ah, are you being considerate of me?”
He, who spoke in a voice tinged with laughter, held Joo Seonghan’s face in his hand. He rubbed his cheek with his thumb. Joo Seonghan looked up at him then lowered his eyes.
“…Don’t get hurt.”
“……”
“From now on, I hope you stay healthy.”
Water droplets fell one by one from the showerhead, making a clear sound. He couldn’t tell whether the breath that touched his face as if brushing by was his or the wind blowing from an unknown source.
“Open your eyes.”
It seemed to have been his breath. The voice was close.
“Open your eyes. Good boy.”
Suddenly breathing became uncomfortable. He was conscious of where his nose breath would go, and his ears became sensitive, thinking the sound of breathing could be heard. He wanted to deeply inhale the wet air. Joo Seonghan held back that urge and carefully opened his eyes. He could see lips that curved up at an angle. He raised his gaze. His pale eyes could be seen without reservation.
“It’s the last time, will a kiss be enough?”
“……”
“Tell me. I’ll do what you want me to do. Hm?”
He, who touched his ear as if brushing by, rubbed his nose against Joo Seonghan’s cheek. Joo Seonghan, who inhaled audibly, buried his face in Yeon Dogyeong’s neck as if hiding without realizing it. His head felt like it would burst because of his heart beating frantically.
“Let me suck, …please.”
“Ha. What?”
“……”
He pressed his lips tightly shut, feeling like he couldn’t say it a second time. He wanted to hold his breath too, but it was impossible because of his rough breathing.
“You want to suck mine.”
He asked again as if confirming. Joo Seonghan moved his face that was touching his collarbone and nodded. Yeon Dogyeong, who wrapped one arm around Joo Seonghan’s waist, stroked the back of Joo Seonghan’s head. The hand that was on his waist slid down, gripped under his buttocks, and let go. Flinch, he trembled without realizing it.
“That’s fine with me.”
Smooch. He kissed Joo Seonghan’s ear.
“Civilian-ssi, drink this while eating. Is it not going down well because your throat is blocked? You really can’t eat.”
Joo Seonghan, who was sitting at the lobby table on the first floor of the dormitory eating a sandwich by an ant’s eye booger amount, raised his head in the direction the voice came from. Team Leader Go, who appeared from somewhere, sat across from Joo Seonghan and handed him banana milk. Joo Seonghan said “Thank you” and put down the sandwich he was holding in his hand. He opened the round opening of the banana milk and brought it to his hot lips. When he poured a little in, his mouth stung.
From the moment he first put Yeon Dogyeong’s penis in his mouth until he ejaculated, he couldn’t spit out the penis even once. When he tried to take it out because his breathing was short, Yeon Dogyeong pressed down on the back of his head firmly, and when he bared his teeth because his throat was being poked, he forcibly inserted his fingers and spread his mouth wide, making him continue sucking. Even while doing so, he pretended to be kind and asked Joo Seonghan.
‘Can’t do it? Want to spit it out?’
It felt like if he spit it out once, he would never put it in again. He never said anything like that, but that’s how Joo Seonghan felt. So Joo Seonghan shook his head and sucked on Yeon Dogyeong’s penis hard while pouring out tears and snot. What was so special about his penis? What exactly was he so desperate for that he was frantic to make him ejaculate?
He held it in his mouth for over twenty minutes. To prevent the glans that kept trying to thrust into his throat, he pushed away his thighs and took the firm penis in his mouth with his jaw about to fall off. Every time Joo Seonghan sniffled, he wiped under his nose, and when he cried, he smiled. Occasionally he tickled under Joo Seonghan’s chin, and sometimes he held and shook his entire face. When he finally ejaculated after a long time while exhaling a low breath, not only Joo Seonghan’s mouth but even his lips were swollen.
“Oh my, is it because your mouth is small that you can’t gulp it down, I see.”
At Team Leader Go’s words, he felt a pang and hurriedly lowered his eyes. When he put down the banana milk he had been drinking little by little with an awkward face, Team Leader Go looked at him somewhat pitifully and pushed the sandwich closer, telling him to keep eating. To avoid a strange misunderstanding, Joo Seonghan took a big bite of the sandwich.
“You must have had a hard time. You caused a ruckus beyond the Guimun with those Team 3 bastards.”
“No.”
Joo Seonghan answered while swallowing the sandwich that seemed to taste like semen.
After ejaculating, Yeon Dogyeong opened Joo Seonghan’s mouth and looked inside. Because it was completely blocking his throat, the semen that had pooled fully at the root of his tongue sloshed every time Joo Seonghan breathed and every time his jaw convulsed.
‘Satisfied?’
Yeon Dogyeong asked while putting two fingers into Joo Seonghan’s mouth. He scooped the pooled semen and spread it on the roof of his mouth. He rubbed under the tongue with sticky fingers and even touched the gums and teeth. With the feeling that his vision was blurring, Joo Seonghan stuck out his tongue. Hahaha, Yeon Dogyeong, who laughed loudly, wrapped up his laughter and licked Joo Seonghan’s trembling tongue. And he kissed deeply. He, who sucked out the semen pooled in his mouth, rubbed various wet places smeared with semen with his tongue. In that process, his throat opened several times and he ended up swallowing the semen mixed with saliva. Even though he had brushed his teeth, the taste of semen came up from the back of his throat.
“Well, Team Leader Yeon will report soon anyway, but since we met like this, can I ask you a few things?”
“You can’t.”
The answer came from behind. Joo Seonghan chewed the sandwich filling his mouth while looking back. Yeon Dogyeong, who was holding a phone in his hand, approached with a smile.
“I asked the civilian-ssi, why is Team Leader Yeon answering?”
“Joo Seonghan-ssi doesn’t seem to be able to answer right now.”
He, who sat next to Joo Seonghan, put down his phone in front of Team Leader Go and rummaged through the plastic bag placed on one side of the table to take out a sandwich. He peeled off the wrapper in an instant and demolished half in one go.
“Tell me about beyond the Guimun. I’m dying of curiosity.”
Team Leader Go, who put the phone in his pocket, said while propping his chin. Yeon Dogyeong reached out and took the banana milk Joo Seonghan was eating. He drank a few sips and put it down in front of Joo Seonghan.
“I just received an order to keep my mouth shut.”
“Ah, I should have asked earlier. Who? Team Leader Yeon, who did you talk to on the phone?”
Team Leader Go, who took out his phone again, searched through the call history. Because Yeon Dogyeong had diligently deleted it, he couldn’t find any number in the list.
“Chief Lee.”
