Jion hasn’t fully sobered up from alcohol right now, and on top of that, he’s drunk on sleep. Everything he’s saying now has no meaning and should just be taken literally, and he’s not thinking the same thing as me. So I need to keep my wits about me. I, right, I, none other than I, me, Seonwoo Jin.
With his eyes closed to avoid getting caught up in Jion’s mental attack, Seonwoo Jin tried to maintain his composure. But his reason had already crumbled at Jion’s single phrase ‘I want to sleep with you,’ and like a piece of paper fluttering as Jion’s languid hand pulled, his heavy body moved into his embrace.
“Mm……”
Satisfied with Seonwoo Jin being pulled along as desired, Jion began fitting himself to Seonwoo Jin’s body according to his usual sleeping habit. He pulled his arm to tuck under his own neck, made the other arm wrap around his waist, then burrowed into his embrace. And after burying his face in his chest and wedging his legs between each other’s to stick close, he finished by adjusting the blanket to cover them.
“Haah……”
Seonwoo Jin knew from the position Jion made without even opening his eyes that what he really wanted was to ‘sleep together’ like usual, but after being apart for several days and with subtle distance created, doing such sudden intense skinship made it difficult to control himself.
“Jion-ah……”
Seonwoo Jin called Jion’s name with an almost pleading heart. Please, don’t do such dangerous things with me…… I’m…… I’m…….
“Mmm……”
However, Jion, whose heart had become too comfortable from Seonwoo Jin’s scent, also acted on instinct. Despite Seonwoo Jin’s plea, he continued his merciless flirting. It started with pressing his lips firmly against Seonwoo Jin’s chest where his face was buried, then releasing.
“……”
If Jion’s lips had come down just a little lower, they would have touched that, there. The upper one of the two places that had already stiffened. At Jion’s unexpected attack, Seonwoo Jin’s body froze.
Is he doing this knowingly? Unknowingly? Just habit? No, if it’s habit, I’d be a bit pissed.
Not knowing how much of a womanizing scumbag he was in Jion’s future, Seonwoo Jin felt momentary anger at Jion’s actions seducing him as naturally as flowing water. If another person’s name had come out here, Seonwoo Jin might have trembled with betrayal and grabbed Jion by the collar. It was extremely fortunate that Jion’s unconscious mind contained only Seonwoo Jin.
“……Woojin-ah…… I really like (your scent)……”
The confession during sleep with an important part cut off neutralized Seonwoo Jin except for a few places where strength had already entered. Of course, since it was unconscious, it wasn’t intentional.
No. Before falling asleep, Jion knew that only the two of them were in the dorm today, and he felt that Seonwoo Jin’s anger had already completely subsided and he wanted to treat him well like before. So wagging his tail in a way that was perfect for causing misunderstanding with Seonwoo Jin like now was Jion’s unconscious instinct, and close to his true feelings that he himself didn’t realize.
“……You like me?”
And Seonwoo Jin realized that Jion’s mumbled confession was honest words that truly came from deep in his heart. Rather, when his eyes are open, when Jion comes into his arms while smiling, what he says is fake.
“Hm? Jion-ah, you like me?”
Seonwoo Jin had felt a lightness that couldn’t perfectly satisfy his deficiency each time Jion embraced him, due to the instinctive doubt, jealousy, envy, and anxiety that came from deep affection deficiency. However, in the words he whispered while drunk on sleep, coming into his arms on his own, there was something heavy that put Seonwoo Jin’s anxiety to rest.
“……Really, you like me?”
Seonwoo Jin pulled Jion in his arms a little more strongly. And with their foreheads touching, he repeatedly asked the same question several times. He felt that this feeling wasn’t a joke, that it was sincere, but to be certain if he had the same feelings as himself, he needed Jion’s confirmation.
“We like each other, right?”
Seonwoo Jin lightly pressed the back of Jion’s head with the hand he was using as an arm pillow so Jion couldn’t escape. And as he playfully whispered while rubbing each other’s nose tips, at that touch, Jion struggled to open his eyes and met his gaze. Though still hazy from not fully waking, it was a look that clearly recognized who the person in front of him was.
Ah, Seonwoo Jin…….
Jion was surprised to see Seonwoo Jin at such a close distance, but soon recognized he was in his embrace and showed no doubt about this terrible closeness. Rather, feeling this excessively intimate gap as natural and comfortable, Jion placed his hand on Seonwoo Jin’s chest and closed his eyes again.
“Mmm……”
This wasn’t an answer but whining in sleep. It was also a situation where it didn’t matter if it was an answer. The current Jion’s heart had completely opened to Seonwoo Jin’s body temperature and scent that he was feeling after so long, to the point where he felt it would be okay to do anything with him.
So Jion didn’t avoid it even when Seonwoo Jin’s hand carefully wrapped around his back and shoulders and climbed on top of him, or when their touching nose tips pressed and separated and their lips touched.
“Mmph……”
Suddenly having his breath blocked was uncomfortable, but knowing that what was pressing him down was Seonwoo Jin, it wasn’t unpleasant, and he didn’t guard against the soft thing that entered parting his lips. He did think a bit that there was too much saliva flowing in. However, he only frowned when it overflowed and ran down the corner of his mouth, but likewise didn’t refuse.
“Mmph……!”
“Haa, Jion-ah, haa……”
“Mmm……”
There had been countless times they’d gotten close enough for their noses to touch, but this was the first time their lips touched. This was also the first time they’d violently rubbed each other’s faces up close enough to crush their noses. Not to mention their eyelashes touching.
Being connected body to body with tongue and tongue was tremendous stimulation. Seonwoo Jin climbed on top of Jion and frantically explored his lips. And while licking and fumbling with his tongue the narrow warm cave inside his mouth, the moist mucous membranes, the white and even teeth and their delicate arrangement, Seonwoo Jin’s desire began to burn hotly.
There’s no turning back now. Seonwoo Jin pressed down on Jion’s shoulders and continued kissing, giving only slightly struggling time to breathe. Is his tongue small because his face is small? Woojin, lightly holding Jion’s chin with one hand so he couldn’t close his mouth, pressed and scraped Jion’s tongue with his own, sharing each other’s taste. An achingly sweet taste.
“Mmm……”
Jion, who was crushed under a physique at least 10cm larger, had his chin grabbed to forcibly open his mouth and was continuing a stormy kiss, so unable to breathe properly, he kept making nasal sounds while gripping Seonwoo Jin’s shoulders. Though it was a sound he couldn’t help making from lack of breath, it was also true that it sounded like aegyo to the excited Seonwoo Jin.
“Jion-ah, Jion-ah……”
Seonwoo Jin, excited to the tips of his hair, sat up while still mounted on Jion’s stomach. And hastily threw off his top, pulled Jion into his arms again and poured out kisses, but that briefly interrupted timing wasn’t good.
Jion, whose consciousness dimly returned, received kisses while embracing Seonwoo Jin’s neck for a while, then released his arms and mumbled just before the highly excited Seonwoo Jin threw off his pants.
“Woojin-aah……”
“Hm? Hm? Why?”
“……I……”
Having coated not just his lips but up to his chin with Seonwoo Jin’s saliva, Jion mumbled with a languid expression, his eyes unfocused from shortness of breath.
“I…… my jaw hurts……”
And his head dropped limply.
“Uh……”
Jion had fallen asleep. Though he should have woken from such intense kissing, the problem was that he’d been rushed too urgently and lacked breath, plus his heart had loosened after sharing Seonwoo Jin’s scent and body temperature for the first time in a while. Seeing the side profile of Jion who had fallen asleep covered in his saliva, Seonwoo Jin let out an absurd sigh.
“Ha……”
Sexy, yet innocent.
Seonwoo Jin, who had placed his heavy lower half on Jion’s lower abdomen, belatedly discovered that Jion’s brow was furrowed and quickly lifted his waist and got up. Only then did Jion’s expression become comfortable, freed from the pressure of the heavy weight, and only then did Seonwoo Jin dry-wash his face at the rushing reality check.
The clothes I threw off alone are pathetic. Did only I get too excited?
However, Jion sleeping with his face dirtied by his saliva was overwhelmingly pretty to a degree that couldn’t be described with Seonwoo Jin’s insufficient vocabulary.
“Woojin-ah……”
Calling his name in sleep talk was so, so lovely.
Seonwoo Jin carefully wiped Jion’s lips and chin that had become a mess by his own hands. After wiping his wet face, he lightly kissed his dry lips, then got up and carefully got off the bed so Jion wouldn’t wake, then belatedly took off his pants. And with a somewhat regretful but happy heart, he entered the bathroom and turned on the shower.
“……They said everyone’s coming back the day after tomorrow.”
Not even a full day had passed yet. Unable to contain his joy, Seonwoo Jin leaned his forehead against the shower booth and put out the urgent fire.
