“Why not?”
Strength went into Seo Heejin’s hand with a squeeze and pressure was applied to my dick. When I wriggled my hips at the stimulation that started again, Seo Heejin blocked the tip of my urethra with his thumb as if telling me to stay still. In a state where I was about to go or not, the stimulation kept cutting off abruptly, so my patience also gradually hit bottom.
I wanted to hit Seo Heejin for asking why I didn’t want to. Was he saying this because he’d never taken a cock in the back? If I could top too, I could’ve shown him the reason right now.
Should I shove the Real Dildo Africa friend into Seo Heejin’s hole all night next time and let him know the feeling of a gaping hole? All kinds of thoughts occurred.
“I’m asking why you don’t want to.”
The hand gripping my cock tightened increasingly strongly. As if telling me to confess the truth quickly.
“Hng, the ga…… gaping feeling, I hate that—”
“Haaa…… it gapes?”
“Mmngh, yeah—”
The cock pressing against my ass grew even larger. Seo Heejin, you just imagined it, didn’t you? The sight of my hole gaping, you imagined that and got excited, didn’t you? Seo Heejin was really a perverted bastard.
“Right…… after pounding all night and cumming, hyung’s hole doesn’t close properly so you dribble semen.”
Seo Heejin’s voice lowered even more. Despite sulking about being treated like a masturbation tool or whatever, he was appeased by one dirty remark.
Seo Heejin was quite a simple guy too. If he’d utilize that simplicity more and move his hand diligently too, that would be really great.
“Ah, imagining it really makes me want to pound you.”
“Ngh, I said no—”
Perhaps completely mollified, Seo Heejin smacked his lips against the back of my neck while muttering.
“Alright. This weekend…… this weekend.”
Now I just wished he’d remember the fact that my dick was in his hand again. It wasn’t like it was a broken masturbation tool.
“Heejin-ah……”
In the end, Seo Heejin only started moving his hand after I called his name in an extremely anxious voice. At the pressure of the hand that pushed up greatly from root to glans tip, the pleasure that had stopped completely covered my entire body.
“Haa, ahh……!”
“Hyung, can’t you just stay at our house until the weekend?”
I was dying from being out of it, but Seo Heejin kept talking to me in a voice as warm as his body temperature.
Weekend? House? Where’s our house? Was he saying to come to our house to eat and sleep? That’s what Seo Heejin did every weekend. There was no way my head that wasn’t working properly could input Seo Heejin’s words correctly.
“House……? Mmngh—, hng!”
“Yes, our house. I felt so pitiful being sick and alone.”
Right. It’s really pitiful being sick in a studio apartment. Seo Heejin’s hand moved quickly while making wet sounds.
“But hyung came, so I was so happy and relieved.”
“Ahng, more— do it faster……!”
It was hard to understand what Seo Heejin was saying. If he moved just a bit more, I felt like I’d cum.
“Just until I’m all better…… okay?”
“Hngh…… I, I think I’m gonna cum—”
“If you answer, I’ll let you go.”
What conversation was I having with Seo Heejin again? I couldn’t remember well. Right now, more than anything, I wanted to release the semen that had been building up for a while. I could listen again later and if it was really nonsense, just ignore it.
“Yeah yeah! I will, hnngh—, I want to, ngh! I want to go—”
As soon as my answer burst out, Seo Heejin hugged my body so tight I couldn’t move and shook my dick. The moment my nape was bitten, the pleasure that had been racing through my body unable to find an exit burst out.
“Ahngh—!”
The unpleasant sensation of my lower body getting soaked and the pleasure strong enough to make my body tremble violently entangled.
What was so special about masturbation I’d been doing for nearly thirty years? A deep sensation swept through, to the extent that all I could hear between the ringing in my ears was my own panting breath.
Seo Heejin was a dangerous guy. His cock was dangerous, sex was dangerous, even masturbating me instead was dangerous.
Unlike my dick, Seo Heejin’s cock that hadn’t been touched by anyone’s hand pressed firmly against my back. I was about to tell him to go to the bathroom and take care of it, but I quietly shut my mouth in case he sulked again.
If I didn’t want to be criticized by Seo Heejin for not knowing about mood, it seemed better not to say what came to mind directly right now.
“Don’t worry about it. It’ll go down.”
Where did he learn mind reading? Seo Heejin read my mind again. Still, since he even said not to worry, my heart felt much lighter. It was true that I’d been slightly wondering if I should suck him off.
“Hyung really caught my cold.”
“……It’s fine.”
Far from being fine, it was actually welcome. I could skip work and boss Seo Heejin around. While picturing lying still and ordering Seo Heejin to bring me this and that, I suddenly heard unwelcome talk.
“You remember agreeing to stay at our house until the weekend, right?”
“Who did?”
Along with an “oh my” sound, lips were pressed thickly against my nape.
“You, hyung.”
I must have been crazy to have said such things.
“You can’t take it back now.”
If I’d been in a normal state, I would’ve reacted more violently and struggled saying don’t talk nonsense. But my body and mind dominated by lethargy urged me to give a ‘whatever happens happens’ type of response.
“Fine.”
When I gave an affirmative answer, Seo Heejin turned my body and hugged me tightly. I was suffocating from the hot body temperature and pushed him away, but Seo Heejin didn’t budge and bound my body tightly.
“I like you, hyung.”
At the voice whispering like a sigh, I lost my will to fight and relaxed my whole body, and only then did the soaked underwear bother me. I’d have to annoyingly change and go to sleep. Was it fortunate at least that my underwear was stocked at Seo Heejin’s place? I wished Seo Heejin would change my clothes for me too.
I needed to get up and at least wipe roughly and change my underwear. The sense of weakness right after ejaculation was so strong I didn’t have the strength to lift a finger. Added to that, with Seo Heejin’s hand regularly patting my back, drowsiness came softly and I wanted to close my eyes just like this.
“Sleep if you’re sleepy.”
“Mmngh…… no— I want to change and sleep.”
While answering “okay” without realizing it, then correcting again saying no, I burrowed deeply into Seo Heejin’s firm chest.
Seo Heejin’s scent, which I’d become completely familiar with, wrapped around me cozily. I shouldn’t become too familiar with Seo Heejin. Even while thinking that, my body honestly sought out the warmth it knew.
The light kiss pecking my hair was also something familiar. How deeply had Seo Heejin entered within my territory right now? They say you don’t know the spot you’re in, but you know the spot you’ve left. That’s why I didn’t want to do anything resembling dating with Seo Heejin. But it seemed it was already too late.
“You can sleep. I’ll take care of the cleanup.”
It was a tempting proposal. Because I’d been thinking it would be nice if Seo Heejin changed my clothes too.
“……And then sulk again?”
“When did I ever sulk?”
At the lightly laughing voice, I also laughed along without realizing it. Always sulking and tormenting me.
Thinking about it while quietly being held, the frequency of sulking was too high. One sex, one sulk. Hey, isn’t this a ploy to pretend to sulk and lead things his own way?
When my hazily blurring consciousness suddenly flickered awake and I raised my head, Seo Heejin’s face with the most satisfied eye-smile in the world came close.
“Hyung, you’re really a fool.”
The end of the teasing words ‘now I can’t use pretending to sulk anymore’ was swallowed by a light kiss.
* * *
Hearing a voice saying I’d be late if I didn’t get up now, I sat up with a start. It was a much more effective statement than a noisily beeping alarm.
And the effect of the kiss was very certain. My body that had been fine until I fell asleep started aching in every joint of my arms and legs as soon as I opened my eyes, making an “oh my” sound come out naturally like an old person.
I should’ve asked what kind of cold it was before kissing.
If I had known it was a body ache cold, whether Seo Heejin jumped from the 3rd floor or the rooftop, I wouldn’t have stayed at this house. Even knowing it was already spilled water, groaning sounds of regret leaked out.
Seo Heejin looked absurdly fine as if yesterday’s cold symptoms had been a lie. His white face, already all washed up and dressed when he woke up I don’t know when, stared down at me so shiny it gleamed.
Is it true after all that a cold gets better when you pass it to someone else?
“That’s why I said kissing wouldn’t do.”
It wasn’t me who kissed but him who did it, yet he spoke as if it was my fault—that was so Seo Heejin. Even when I glared at him, unable to speak properly due to the coughing bursting out, Seo Heejin just shrugged his shoulders, came close, and pushed his lips at me.
“How can I not kiss when hyung is looking at me cutely?”
I was wrong for trying to have a proper conversation with Seo Heejin.
