“Then I’ll go home.”
“……I’ll just hold you and not do anything else.”
Seo Heejin presented a compromise. And I, without even calculating how disadvantageous that negotiation was for me, bit right away. While saying “You’ll just hold me? Say something that makes sense!”
* * *
I couldn’t fall asleep. Even though it wasn’t my first time sleeping at Seo Heejin’s house.
Every time the body holding me tight tossed and turned even a little, my eyes snapped open. How did I fall asleep normally? Perhaps I had gotten used to having sex until collapsing in exhaustion and then falling asleep as if fainting—I didn’t know just holding each other without doing anything would be this hard.
Seo Heejin, who had taken strong cold medicine, was sleeping soundly while breathing evenly. Even that irritated me. How can you sleep when I’m in your arms? How can you sleep so well in a state where we haven’t done anything?
I even thought about taking Seo Heejin’s cold medicine and sleeping too.
Even Seo Heejin’s dick, which would stand up erect with a 99% probability when stuck to me, was quiet, as if he was really asleep. I would have felt less wronged if his dick was at least small enough to not feel much. Seo Heejin’s dick, massive even in its non-erect state, pressing dully against my ass made it even more unbearable. That said, if I tossed and turned to get up, even while asleep Seo Heejin would tightly pull my body, so I couldn’t move at all.
“Seo Heejin.”
I called Seo Heejin in a small voice. To check if he was really sleeping.
“Heejin-ah—”
I tried calling just his name. Because normally when I call just his name, Seo Heejin reacts.
“Seo Heejin, I want to do it.”
If he doesn’t wake up even at this, he must really be sleeping. I held my breath and waited for a moment, but both Seo Heejin and Seo Heejin’s dick remained silent.
After confirming several times that Seo Heejin was asleep, I quietly slipped my hand into my pants. It felt like I needed to get off at least once to be able to sleep.
The dick I gripped with my hand was half-erect. It was pitiful to be masturbating when the guy I’d been intensely rolling around with was stuck right behind me, but on the other hand, it was a secretly stimulating situation.
Masturbating while forcibly holding back sounds to avoid getting caught. Dry saliva naturally gulped down my throat.
“Hngh……”
While desperately hiding my roughened breathing, I moved my hand stealthily. Just like Seo Heejin usually touched me, I pushed up from the root to the tip of the glans, then rubbed the heightened sensitive glans in circles, and also pressed firmly on the sensitive gap at the back. Though it was my own hand shaking it, when I imagined Seo Heejin touching me while moving, small goosebumps crawled all the way up my forearm.
After touching like this, what did Seo Heejin do?
“Hyung, does it feel good?”
Right. He made me say my condition out loud like this.
“……Ahng, it feels good……!”
Only after answering without realizing it did goosebumps with a completely different meaning from the ones earlier rise in a rush.
“Seo, Seo Heejin!?”
“Yes, hyung.”
With a calm voice, Seo Heejin rubbed his face against my nape.
“You…… you, when did you wake up?”
Seo Heejin made sounds louder than usual and sucked on the skin exposed above my t-shirt. The cock in my hand didn’t know the situation and was still in a majestic state.
“Since you called me, hyung.”
This piece of trash bastard! Pretending to sleep. Along my nape that trembled from shame, a hot tongue licked all the way up.
“Hahngh—!”
An unannounced moan burst out from my body that wouldn’t listen to me.
“You said to just hold you and not do anything else. This is torture.”
Despite the expression ‘torture,’ Seo Heejin’s voice was consistently indifferent throughout.
“Holding you is okay, right?”
While saying that, he put the hand that had been hugging my stomach inside my t-shirt and deliberately moved it up over my chest. Seo Heejin’s fingers lightly grazed over my nipples while pretending nothing was happening.
“Hng……!”
“Ah, this is really too bad.”
When his fingers that had gone up near my collarbone swept down and grazed my chest again, I could no longer endure and had no choice but to beg.
“Ngh, touch…… touch me……!”
My desperately squeezed-out voice scattered with a whine. I thought Seo Heejin would reach straight for my cock. Because he always did.
“If I touch you?”
But an unnecessary question came back. At the amusement faintly leaking in that voice, I lost my words.
If Seo Heejin touched me? What comes next? Of course…… the expectation for the naturally arising next step surged up, then got slapped in the face by rationality that quickly returned and sank down.
Those were words I’d said to Seo Heejin with my own mouth. Tomorrow was a weekday, and I was a slave to my salary with no choice but to go to work. No matter how many times we had sex, the day after Seo Heejin’s thick cock went in and out, I felt uncomfortable all day long as if my hole wasn’t closing properly. To sit at that shitty company in such a shitty body state. That was nonsense.
“Hey, you’re a patient.”
But I had no desire to share the state of my hole the day after having sex with Seo Heejin. If he heard that, Seo Heejin would definitely pounce saying he’d do it no matter what. So instead of blaming myself, I blamed Seo Heejin.
“Ah…… so you’re telling me to just shut up and jerk you off?”
Seo Heejin, who’d been stroking my stomach, lowered his hand and slipped it into my sweatpants. Because strength suddenly went into Seo Heejin’s hand overlapping mine, my body bounced up.
“Hhngh—!”
His hand full of dissatisfaction started shaking mercilessly and roughly.
What came first to the touch that only shook the shaft without touching anywhere else, as if telling me to cum quickly and be done with it, wasn’t irritation but the sense of ejaculation. I’d already been doing it for a while then stopped, so I was sensitive. It felt like a waste to cum as soon as Seo Heejin shook it, and it was also a bit embarrassing, so I put strength in my hand to resist so it couldn’t move.
“Take your hand away.”
Seo Heejin seemed displeased with that.
“Ahng…… don’t do it, too hard…… I think I’ll cum soon—”
If another person’s warmth touched me, I’d clearly dribble out before long.
A hot breath rang in my ear with a whoosh, and the huge cock that had shot up behind my back rubbed against me. How did he hold back earlier?
Seo Heejin intertwined his fingers between mine that had slipped out from the loosened strength. It was skin we’d touched many times so there was nothing awkward about it. Strangely, the act of holding hands felt more embarrassing than having sex, than Seo Heejin masturbating me instead.
Every time he gently stroked my cock as I’d said, Seo Heejin pushed his thumb between our two hands facing each other and carefully tickled the palm. The smooth and firm texture of his fingernails vividly drew out sexual sensation.
“Hyung, does it feel good?”
“Mmmngh…… hng—, it feels good……”
Seo Heejin, whose body temperature was just a bit higher than usual from being sick but who didn’t even cough thanks to the medicine, was the same as always, but my feelings were strange.
The very center of my chest, the tip of my solar plexus tickled, so I raised my free hand to scratch at it. The hazier my head became as the sense of ejaculation surged up.
“Haaa…… Seo Heejin, do you feel good too……?”
It was a question I asked without much thought, but Seo Heejin’s hand that had been moving regularly stopped with a jolt. Even when I wriggled my hips to move from the lingering regret, with insufficient grip strength, there was no way that pleasure from earlier would return.
“Hyung, you’re really too much.”
“What?”
What, why was he doing this again? He’d been helping just fine until now, but Seo Heejin seemed to have gotten sulky over something trivial again.
“You think I feel good even when treated like a masturbation tool?”
Ah, this time it was my mistake. Even with ten mouths I had nothing to say.
“Using a sick person as an onahole and then asking that……”
Being stopped at the threshold of ejaculation while being criticized with my cock gripped made my mind hazy. How should I resolve this?
“……Want to put it in……?”
It was a question I asked after making a firm resolution in my own way, but Seo Heejin, already sulky, shook his head back and forth while burying his face in my shoulder.
“No. Hyung, you have to go to work tomorrow. That’s why you’re trying not to have sex.”
Moreover, he knew my thoughts accurately without me even saying them, so I had nothing more to say. Should I offer to suck him off once?
“Unless you beg me to put it in.”
Uh……? Even if it was better than sulking and not saying what he was dissatisfied about, demanding that I beg wasn’t right. Of course, my hole was also twitching as if waiting for Seo Heejin’s cock.
Boy, your owner here has to work tomorrow.
“No.”
