Thump, my heart jumped up near my throat again. At the feeling of blood gradually rushing to my face, I tried to lift my arm to cover it, but before I could get near my face, both my wrists were firmly grabbed by Seo Heejin.
“Like a beast……”
Seo Heejin, who whispered softly, pulled the wrists he was holding while thrusting his cock in.
“Aht—!”
At the force that hit so strongly my hips lifted up, my legs convulsed with a shudder. Seo Heejin’s cock that didn’t even give time to adjust pulled back and slammed in again, and each time, the part the tip of his dick stabbed was getting deeper and deeper.
The completely thickened pillar crushed and rubbed my prostate just by existing, so every time the pounding continued, pre-cum dripped down from the tip of my dick that hadn’t even properly hardened yet.
“Ah, aht! Seo, Seo Heejin! Hnngh— Seo Heejin, wait a sec—!”
Moans burst out in rhythm with the pounding that hammered inside, making it hard to even speak properly.
The dick that kept going deeper was revealing its intentions too clearly about what it wanted to do. It was a movement trying to break through the innermost muscle that I’d absolutely never allowed since the first time.
“No—! Ahk, that—, hah, no! Mmng, no…!”
Before I knew it, Seo Heejin’s hand that had been gripping my wrist gradually came down and was gripping my forearm.
My fingertips tingled, and it was hard to tell if it was because the grip was so strong that blood wasn’t flowing or because of the pleasure wrapping around my whole body. As if telling me to quickly get used to the fucking that pounded deep inside, Seo Heejin was shaking his hips without even a moment’s pause.
Not knowing when he might force his way through that tender muscle, my whole body’s muscles stiffened with tension even as I was shaken mercilessly.
My dick, which was pathetically dripping endlessly even from my perspective, was trembling jolt by jolt with each thrust.
Seo Heejin, who had been looking down at me with eyes glistening like a beast soaked in lust, finally let go of my hands and brought his face close.
The lips that crashed against me roughly bit me more inconsiderately than any kiss Seo Heejin had given before, and my body trembled again saying it liked that.
When the insertion angle changed, the tip of the dick that had been pressing down hard on the upper part of my inner walls came in deeper than before. Ah, was leaning over actually some consideration toward me? I frantically hugged Seo Heejin’s back as fear rushed in.
“Hnngh… I don’t like it… I said it scares me—”
I barely managed to turn my head, pull my lips away, and plead. But as if he’d really become a beast, Seo Heejin tightly bound my body with his long arms without a word. Not enough with that, he sank his teeth into my shoulder, and the dick that had pulled far back knocked on the deep place inside with all its might in one go.
“Haaah—!”
The sound that burst from my mouth wasn’t a moan. As an unrefined scream poured out long, Seo Heejin’s fucking that didn’t know how to stop finally calmed down. My vision that had been blurred with tears gradually became clearer with each blink.
Fuck, fuck, unlike my desire to curse, only sobs flowed from my parted lips. I felt like I’d even forgotten how to speak.
“Agh, ugh… hnn…”
Still, I’d taken it once before. Unlike the first time, I wasn’t throwing my whole body into the realm of fainting, but was at the level of just dipping my feet in and coming back.
My bitten shoulder throbbed and my filled insides churned. The fortunate thing was the memory that last time too, Seo Heejin had pulled out saying he felt like he’d cum quickly like this. Please give up soon today too.
“Fuck… huk, you bastard…”
Even at my muttered curses, Seo Heejin just stared down at me still with an unsmiling face.
“You don’t… listen to me at all…”
I felt Seo Heejin’s coarse pubic hair on my ass. The thought that this crazy bastard had really put it in all the way made my grief explode.
Unable to control the tears streaming down my eye corners, I squeezed my eyes shut and a hot tongue covered my eye socket. I was the one who said I liked it beast-like, but that didn’t mean to actually act like an animal that doesn’t understand words.
“…Hey.”
Even at my call, Seo Heejin had no answer. It was like he was protesting that he really was a beast.
“Seo Heejin.”
Even when I called his name, he only licked away my tears with his tongue. Thinking back, whenever I had sex with Seo Heejin recently, he was always smiling.
Seo Heejin did absurd things often, and even when he pushed forward, he’d quickly back off if I said I didn’t like it. His reckless charges were also tactful, within the range I could handle.
But today was different. Humiliatingly enough, Seo Heejin who didn’t respond once felt scary.
Even when I sneakily opened my eyes in the gap when his tongue pulled away, what I encountered was Seo Heejin’s face without a smile.
Ah, right. Now I could honestly admit it. Every time Seo Heejin looked at me expressionlessly, a thrilling shiver arose. His gestures of pressing me down with strength and shaking me to the point I thought I’d break matched my taste. But that wasn’t Seo Heejin.
It seemed I’d unknowingly gotten used to the cotton candy-sweet sex I shared with Seo Heejin.
The kind of sex where he’d smile when our eyes met, kiss me soothingly if I seemed to be having a hard time, and only stabbed the places that felt good while checking my condition.
“…Heejin-ah—”
When I called his name in a tearful voice to find the Seo Heejin I knew, Seo Heejin’s cheek stiffened.
Thinking he’d come over soon, I forcibly lifted my barely responsive head heave-ho and rubbed my forehead against Seo Heejin’s shoulder. Seo Heejin’s large fingers that supported my head out of habit were tearfully welcome.
“Heejin-ah, I’m having a hard time…”
I thought Seo Heejin would comfort me pat-pat at this point. But even after hearing me say it was hard, the dick inside my body started moving back and forth in small motions.
“Hnngh, ngh… I said I’m having a hard time—!”
Hey, I said I’m having a hard time! I’m, right now, having a hard time!
Without even the usual annoying words, the movement of the dick that had been moving in small motions gradually grew bigger. The inner muscle that had been opened once seemed to have forgotten how to close again and was accepting Seo Heejin’s dick.
The movement that had been slowly growing soon picked up speed too. The Seo Heejin who gave up last time saying he felt like he’d cum quickly wasn’t here today.
“Ungh—! Ah! Wait, huk, ah—! Stop!”
Between my groaning moans that even I couldn’t call sexy, there was a thwap-thwap sound of bodies colliding that I’d never heard while having sex with Seo Heejin.
At this point, I was confused whether I was having sex with Seo Heejin or with some beast that had escaped from a zoo. If it weren’t for the occasional low, suppressed moaning sounds, I wouldn’t have known my partner was Seo Heejin.
Along with the fear that my organs might break if he kept pounding like this, thick pleasure climbed up my spine.
Not knowing what to do with my trembling thighs, when I wrapped them around Seo Heejin’s waist, I heard a growling sound by my ear. Could a person’s breathing sound this animal-like? I thought I’d heard wrong.
My prostate, overworked to the extreme, had long since lost its ability to control. Every time I had sex with Seo Heejin, I couldn’t properly feel the timing of ejaculation.
It couldn’t be helped—from the moment of insertion, pre-cum came out from the pressure on my prostate, and once the shaking started, the semen that quickly came out drip-drip was better described as flowing rather than cumming.
Being caught by Seo Heejin and shaken until all the pooled semen flowed out like that, Seo Heejin would ejaculate.
But now was different. Too much fluid poured from my dick that had been leaking semen from way earlier. I didn’t even have the mental capacity to judge whether the water wetting our touching bellies was semen or piss.
“Hah, hak—! It’s weird! Mmng! I, huk, I’m weird—!”
At my words that it was weird, Seo Heejin raised his body, and naturally my body that had been underneath as well as Seo Heejin’s body were both soaked wetly in fluid of unknown identity.
After sweeping his hand across my belly, Seo Heejin finally showed a smile. That smile was far from his usual eye-smile and couldn’t be called affectionate at all—it was the satisfied smile of a predator who’d found prey.
Seo Heejin, who hooked my legs over his shoulders, gripped my thighs firmly. Thanks to that my waist floated up, but Seo Heejin didn’t care at all whether my posture was uncomfortable or not and violently crashed his body against me.
Every time the dick ravaging inside pushed all the way to the end of my organs, something that was neither piss nor semen gushed out from the tip of my dick.
“Uhhngh…”
Setting aside the shame, tears burst out as the pleasure that felt like it would burn up my brain continued one after another. That sensation resembled the urge to urinate, but instead of pouring out refreshingly, it was repeatedly blocked and discharged by another person.
I was worried I might get dehydrated from the water pouring from both my eyes and dick. Nevertheless, the reason I couldn’t stop Seo Heejin anymore was because I liked the deadly pleasure after all.
“Ahh— hah… I like it…”
Eventually an honest review leaked from my mouth. Seo Heejin’s face twisted satisfyingly. I vividly felt what emotion that expression contained.
“Ha… hyung, say it again.”
The voice I finally heard from Seo Heejin was heavily sunken. So I grabbed my thoroughly soaked dick as if to show off and whispered once more.
“Heejin-ah—, this… hnn, I like it so much…”
From then on, I don’t even remember properly. Because Seo Heejin, who went wild at my words, pounded inside with his dick like crazy.