I wanted to give the research center colleague, who had done nothing wrong, a flick on the forehead. If only Seo Heejin had answered properly from the start, I wouldn’t have had to feel these emotions.
A little later, the colleagues fell asleep exhausted, but I couldn’t sleep at all. The thought that I was a substitute for the person Seo Heejin had unrequited love for made my resentful feelings not subside.
Moreover, if Seo Heejin met a woman he liked at a blind date? Then I’d be permanently separated from Seo Heejin’s dick for life.
Long fingers tickled the top of my thigh.
“Don’t.”
A voice so cold even I could hear it came out.
“……Why again.”
Along with a muttering voice, fingers sneakily dug between my legs, and I smacked them away. Seo Heejin, who had scrunched up his face for a moment, didn’t seem to have any intention of doing anything more and crossed his arms and started snoring softly.
At first, it was a situation that started with me being desperate for Seo Heejin’s cock, but I thought Seo Heejin was now desperate to win my heart.
Looking at it now, it seemed I was still the one clinging wetly because I missed Seo Heejin’s cock. I judged that it would be better for my peaceful and stable life to cut off this shitty relationship as soon as possible.
When we got off the bus and were waving goodbye appropriately and only the two of us were left, Seo Heejin stuck close to me.
“I’m tired, should we take a taxi?”
I was annoyed at Seo Heejin who alone was fine with everything, and I was annoyed at myself who was alone angry.
“Do whatever you want.”
The cold voice didn’t seem to bother Seo Heejin at all. Of course. Because I’m a substitute. Even after getting in the taxi that was caught quickly and staying quiet, Seo Heejin tapped my shoulder.
“What meat do you want to eat?”
There’s no way meat would go down in this mood. Seo Heejin, who had been staring at me as I turned my head away, turned his head away too as if he hadn’t expected an answer anyway.
It was fortunate he didn’t ask why I was so angry.
Because if he had actually asked, I obviously would have been too embarrassed to say anything and would have mumbled.
Getting off in front of Seo Heejin’s place, Seo Heejin asked one more time.
“You said you wanted to eat meat I grilled for you.”
My patience reached its limit. I answered while forcibly suppressing the feeling of wanting to stomp my feet and question everything one by one.
“Forget it. Just hurry up and go upstairs so we can have sex.”
A piercing gaze poured hotly over my face that I’d turned away sharply.
As soon as the front door closed and I took off my shoes, I put down my bag and stripped off the t-shirt I was wearing, and Seo Heejin’s face contorted satisfyingly.
He looked somehow surprised, or maybe flustered and not knowing what to do.
I wanted to stitch into Seo Heejin’s brain with a sewing machine in fancy lettering: ‘you and’, ‘me are’, ‘just sex’. Ah, but it’s the same thing anyway since Seo Heejin is also using me as someone’s substitute. Suddenly getting angry, I threw off my pants too.
Seo Heejin, who was just staring at me going berserk and hadn’t even put down his backpack yet, urgently reached out his hand.
“Wait, hyung…… why are you acting like this?”
I could read the three words “crazy bastard” in Seo Heejin’s eyes.
“What. You don’t want to do it? Then I’m going home.”
Contrary to the words I spat out, when I pulled down my underwear too, a heavy breath was exhaled from between Seo Heejin’s lips. Unfortunately, whether from anger, my dick was still shriveled up.
This won’t do. I need to get hard and erect so Seo Heejin’s heart will be full of wanting to have sex. When I glanced at Seo Heejin with the worry that subtly arose in a corner of my heart, I realized how needless my concern was.
Whether I got hard or not, Seo Heejin had a frighteningly stiff face from arousal and was thoroughly scanning my naked body. His rough breathing—hiss-hiss—was loud enough to reach my ears several steps away, so enough said.
“Seo Heejin, try to turn me on.”
Even to my ears, it was such an atmosphereless and arrogant expression. Stripping off all my clothes at the entrance and telling him to turn me on. Still, I had a tiny bit of confidence. Confidence that Seo Heejin would pounce on me.
My thinking wasn’t too far off, as Seo Heejin’s white hand came over and pulled my body into an embrace.
The fact that I unconsciously smiled while pressing my chin firmly into the broad shoulders that came close with a “hmm” would be a lifelong secret from Seo Heejin.
The hand that came down tickling my lower back grabbed my thighs tightly and lifted them up. Ah, carry me? What else could I say when I’m just a substitute with serious delusions—I wrapped my arms around Seo Heejin’s neck and both my legs floated up.
If you’re going to carry me, at least take off your backpack first. The bag filling Seo Heejin’s back was in the way so I couldn’t even properly wrap my legs around him, but as if my condition didn’t matter at all, Seo Heejin just forcefully lifted my body with strength.
Seo Heejin, who lifted an adult man’s body without showing a single sign of difficulty, was admirable, so when I kissed his brown hair repeatedly, Seo Heejin lifted his head.
His needlessly pretty face was begging to be kissed. What should I do? After thinking for a moment, thinking we’d kiss anyway, I pressed my lips to his. A hot tongue wrapped around tenderly like it was praising me.
“Mmng……”
The voice that leaked out was just a reflexive reaction. Whether he could see in front of him or not, Seo Heejin clung to my lips persistently and walked toward the room with big strides.
If I stumbled and took a wrong step anyway, wouldn’t my back hit first? Was he walking so confidently because I was there as a cushion?
As if mocking my concerns, Seo Heejin’s steps steadily headed toward the room, and what touched my back wasn’t a hard wall but a soft bed.
Seo Heejin, who had set me down, finally put down his bag, and I watched from where I lay as his hands stripped off his clothes with no leisurely movement to be found.
“What’s that? That proud expression.”
Seo Heejin climbed on top of me with a snickering laugh and lightly pressed a kiss, smack.
Had I made a proud expression? I did like it better when Seo Heejin was anxious rather than me being anxious, but I couldn’t see my own expression.
Now familiar, Seo Heejin’s lips slid over my neck and settled on my chest. Compared to a woman’s, my chest would be pathetic, but it seemed to please Seo Heejin quite a bit because lately he’d been playing with it for a long time. Today was no exception—I had no choice but to moan as I gave one side of my chest to Seo Heejin’s tongue and the other side to Seo Heejin’s fingers.
“Hnn, there… stop—”
When the lips that had been persistently clinging to me finally pulled away as I twisted my body while pushing Seo Heejin’s shoulder, my reddened and swollen nipple peeked out. The small part of my body, damp with saliva, was trembling.
“Here.”
“Aht—!”
Seo Heejin’s fingers pinched my chest. It was already a sensitive spot, but Seo Heejin acted without manners even though he knew that well.
“You know it’s pink, right?”
“Ugh, of course…”
It’s my body.
“Then… did you show it to me on purpose knowing that?”
At the touch rubbing the rice-grain-sized flesh up and down, my body involuntarily flinched and trembled. Back then? When did I show Seo Heejin my chest?
“Do you seduce other men like that too, hyung? Lifting your t-shirt to show your chest?”
Ah. He must be talking about the day Seo Heejin got annoyed that I was wearing a short-sleeved t-shirt under my dress shirt.
Seo Heejin, who held grudges more than I thought, seemed to have been keeping that trivial matter in his heart all this time. I got upset at Seo Heejin’s attitude of suddenly getting in a bad mood and tormenting my body roughly.
I’d forgotten that I’d been annoyed at Seo Heejin since earlier.
And because I felt like I’d forget again if I kept facing Seo Heejin and touching skin, I forcibly turned my body around.
A soft warmth touched my suddenly turned back. The kiss that started in the middle of my back slowly went down to my waist and arrived at my tailbone.
Seo Heejin’s hand lightly pushed up my thigh, and the firm body that settled between my legs spread like a frog’s blocked me from closing them.
“Ahh—”
When Seo Heejin’s hand, which had been kneading my ass, lightly stroked over my perineum, my back muscles stiffened and a sound burst out involuntarily.
Was it because it was hard to breathe while lying face down buried in the fluffy pillow? My face was heating up hotly. I couldn’t see anything, but Seo Heejin must be happily examining my exposed hole. Even if I looked back, I’d only see his dick.
Unable to do this or that, while I stayed still, there was a rustling sound from between my legs.
“Aht! Seo Heejin, wait—!”
I could only hope that the hot, damp sensation covering my hole wasn’t what I was thinking. Without realizing it, I trembled and tried to turn around, but Seo Heejin’s arm heavily pinned down my waist.
Until now he’d prodded me plenty with his fingers, but he’d never licked me. So no matter how accommodating Seo Heejin was, I’d let my guard down thinking he couldn’t put his tongue on my hole.
A peculiar sensation, both ticklish and agonizing, flowed through my whole body.
No matter how much I tried to stay still, I could feel my hole twitching on its own, and I felt like I’d die of embarrassment.
“Ugh, hnn…”
