Kwon Yunsu reflexively dodged. It was just an instinctive defense. And that instinct seemed to make Lee Euishin explode.
“Won’t you come here?!”
Though he hadn’t gone far and had only slightly dodged, Lee Euishin heaved his chest as if he’d received a great insult. And he strode over and grabbed Kwon Yunsu’s wrist. It hurt enough to make tears fall, but Kwon Yunsu gritted his teeth and swallowed the sound.
“Eu, Euishin-ah, first calm down and…”
“Shut up, fuck! Calm down? You calm down and unpack that luggage! You think I don’t know?! You sent your winter clothes on the weekend? When the hell did you start preparing to leave?!!”
“…Eu…”
“What haven’t I done for you, huh?! Tell me why I should be treated like this, fuck! Do you even know what I’ve been doing, begging my connected cousin to catch those scammer bastards and dedicate them to you?! I was doing that shuttle work, and you brought those bastards and cheated on me?!!”
“Ch-cheated, what do you mean…”
“It’s cheating!!!”
Fire shot from Lee Euishin’s eyes.
“Lying on that bastard’s lap sleeping, that’s cheating, fuck…! What do I lack compared to that bastard, why should I be pushed aside by that kind of fucking bastard…! If there’s something to celebrate, you should call me first, why did you bring those bastards in? Can’t you see me?!!”
While Lee Euishin was so furious, Kwon Yunsu was frozen, unable to even blink. Time and space seemed to freeze solid, watching Lee Euishin’s mood. Can’t I see you? …How. How could I not see you? Like this… when you’re so full…
“…I do.”
You fill my eyes.
“I, I see you.”
When you have such pained eyes…
“Eu, Euishin-ah. So, first…”
Lee Euishin reached out.
Toward Kwon Yunsu, toward my country boy who was completely dispirited with wavering eyes yet dutifully returned an answer. There was nothing more to hesitate about. Kwon Yunsu’s eyes clearly reflected him.
“…!”
He grabbed his waist in one motion and crashed their lips together. Making wet sounds, pecking at lips and recklessly entangling tongues, the guy flailed like a drowning person. It didn’t matter. Once determined, overpowering with strength was nothing. And Kwon Yunsu wasn’t using his full strength either. He was limitlessly weak toward him no matter what he did. That indecisiveness of struggling with arms and pushing with legs yet not truly resisting was maddeningly good. This guy was mine from the beginning.
Pushing against the wall, kissing repeatedly and caressing the dry upper body. The slender body caught in his hands and the body scent brushing his nose. Even while keeping him right by his side, even while thinking he was mine from the beginning, the times he couldn’t dare touch. Lee Euishin pressed his lower body close without reserve. Pressing his thing against the center of Kwon Yunsu pushed against the wall and slightly thrusting up, a scream leaked from the inexperienced guy’s lips. Blocking those lips, he persistently entangled tongues. Sucking saliva and tracing teeth, greedily devouring mindlessly, Kwon Yunsu’s tongue finally met his. The strength also slowly drained from the fist that had been pounding his back.
…Kwon Yunsu. Briefly detaching lips, he whispered. Facing the guy right before his nose, he licked the saliva flowing down his chin. With wet lips pressed together, he called again. Yunsu-ya. Kwon Yunsu’s eyes wavered. He kissed those eyes too. With bodies pressed together breathlessly, holding cheeks with both hands, he kissed wet eyes and nose, cheeks, earlobes and chin, neckline, shoulders at the end of trembling collarbones… everywhere. It was maddening passion.
Putting hands between armpits and pulling deeply into an embrace, Kwon Yunsu, whose legs lost strength, sank down. Embracing the guy, Lee Euishin also sat facing him. Lewdly stroking the hunched back, he whispered in the reddened ear.
“Are you going to say you didn’t know?”
Kwon Yunsu’s body trembled. Hiding his face completely, only his flushed neck and earlobes were visible. Stroking the soft hair that grew wild like a lawn, he kissed the nape and bit the ear.
“I’m asking if you’re going to say you didn’t know.”
Lee Euishin’s voice was still burning with cool longing. After a while of interrogating and being silent, Kwon Yunsu raised his head. Cupping that face full of embarrassment, injustice, and wariness, Lee Euishin pronounced the oldest words.
“You seduced me saying you’d buy me ramen.”
“……”
“You were the one who wagged your tail asking for ramen.”
What kind of bullshit is this? Lee Euishin briefly kissed those lips that moved as if to say that.
“You said you chose me as class president with your own hands. If you made a thug bastard class president, you should have been prepared to take responsibility for his life. Right?”
No. Avoiding the hand stroking his cheek, Kwon Yunsu opened his mouth.
“St-stop the nonsense and let go…”
“…Nonsense.”
Unfortunately, Lee Euishin’s anger hadn’t subsided just because he’d sucked on lips for a bit. The image of Kwon Yunsu lying with his head on Shin Jaewoo’s lap within the soccer idiots’ fence was still vivid in his eyes. Lee Euishin immediately pulled away and took off the t-shirt he was wearing. And grabbing Kwon Yunsu’s waist, he slammed the slender body straight onto the bed.
“Ah!”
Trapping the guy struggling in surprise between his legs, Lee Euishin laughed coldly.
“You really don’t know shit, country boy.”
Reaching out to take off the t-shirt Kwon Yunsu was wearing, he just ripped it to shreds.
“I’ll teach you. How you fucked up my life.”
“Eu, Euishin-ah!”
“You said before you’d do whatever I wanted. You said it with your own mouth, so keep that word.”
Unbuckling his belt to show his underwear swollen with an erect penis, Lee Euishin bent down. It felt like he’d been dreaming for a very long time of this face colored with the fear of being about to be devoured.
“D-don’t!”
He touched the pale bare skin. Roughly pressing down on the upper body as if blocking breath, kneading chest and stomach, sides, passing to buttocks, Kwon Yunsu opened his mouth in surprise. When he put his hand inside the pants, there wasn’t even a scream.
“…!”
After stripping off even the underwear in one go, he grabbed the penis.
In a position straddling on top of Kwon Yunsu, Lee Euishin stroked the guy’s thing smoothly and with his other hand took out his own. Pressing together the erect penis dripping with moisture, it felt like his head was burning with extreme pleasure. Kwon Yunsu’s thing, flushed red, was cute and pretty shaped, resembling its owner. To have such impressions looking at a guy’s dick—Kwon Yunsu can absolutely never escape.
“Ngh…!”
On one hand shocked, on the other hand, it was difficult not to respond to the body’s pleasure, so Kwon Yunsu contorted his face. Euishin-ah… The small sobbing sound seemed to both resent and cling to him. Bending his upper body to kiss the guy’s lips. Easily subduing the hands trying to push away sneakily, when he bit the lips, Kwon Yunsu let out a weak moan. At that moment, the guy’s penis became erect. Stroking the thing that rose pinkly together with his own, he poured out pleasure beyond the facing lips.
“Haah…”
Forehead and eyebrows twisted with resentment, eyes that couldn’t take their gaze from him even while being subjected to such acts, reddened nose tip and cheeks, trembling wrists and a penis foolishly weak to pleasure… Kwon Yunsu like a child. He’d abstained all those long years wanting to devour such a guy. You can’t escape. Until death you’re my bastard dog and my bride. Glaring as if to rip him apart, he firmly placed a curse.
“…Hk, hng, hngh…, hng…!”
He relentlessly drove the guy who shed tears between pain and pleasure. Every time signs of reaching climax appeared, he enjoyed the anxious sensation while blocking the tip of the urethra. It was mentally exhausting even for Lee Euishin to control pleasure with Kwon Yunsu, practically naked, underneath. It was also the first time since freshman year, when he’d wandered in resentment and longing, that he’d pressed flesh together with someone to this degree.
When he finally reached climax, he was biting his swollen lips bloody. Euishin-ah…! Only after hearing the scream-like plea beyond panting breaths did Lee Euishin allow ejaculation.
“…Ah…!”
“Ngh…”
And listening to the dizzying moans scattering like crying, Lee Euishin also ejaculated.
At some point, Kwon Yunsu’s hand was wrapping his own hand that held their touching penises. The trembling palm was hotly wet. Lee Euishin, not caring about the wet hand, pulled Kwon Yunsu’s waist into an embrace. This much was nowhere near enough. His penis touching the guy’s thigh was already hardening. And Kwon Yunsu, who came to his senses, started pushing away.
“…Go… go away!”
He hugged the body struggling in his arms so tight it couldn’t breathe. Roughly wiping his hand covered in semen on the sheets, grabbing cheeks to kiss, Kwon Yunsu shook his head. Persistently chasing the lips dodging here and there, he finally pressed them together. Kwon Yunsu ended up sobbing.
“Are you really going to do this…?”
Yeah. He answered while licking the swollen lips. I’m not going to look after your circumstances anymore. From now on I’m just going to charge ahead recklessly. So you too…
“The moment you chose me, you were chosen by me too. Backing out now? If you can, try.”
No, don’t even try. Just give up as is and stick to my side and live.
Embracing Kwon Yunsu’s heated body, Lee Euishin stubbornly stayed up all night. As the struggle continued, sweat became sticky on the touching skin, but still he didn’t release his strength. Exhausted Kwon Yunsu finally closed his eyes, and Lee Euishin also closed his eyes. Kwon Yunsu pretended to sleep and Lee Euishin also pretended to sleep.
Kwon Yunsu pushed away the arms and got up around when morning was breaking.
