Orma’s thought process came to a halt. Seeing how dizzy he felt as if blood had rushed to his head, it seemed there was still some human part left in his body…….
No, actually, it seemed more blood had rushed to his lower body. Why was this the only thing that reacted so well when basic activities like eating and sleeping didn’t work? When Ban would check by lifting his blanket at all hours after he’d woken up, Orma had wanted to die of shame, but now he didn’t feel particularly bothered.
“……Ban.”
“Yes?”
“Do you think what you’re saying makes sense right now?”
“Mm, would it be too much? I was planning to walk around tomorrow wearing a thin shirt that shows my neck and collarbone. Anyway, if people look into it even a little, they’ll find out that Orma-nim and I are sharing a room, and they’ll also discover that I have no contact with anyone except Orma-nim, so I think they’ll believe that Orma-nim is my lover.”
“That’s not what I mean…….”
“Ah, were you displeased by my request to leave marks? I apologize. Then I’ll pinch myself arbitrarily or ask Jaena-ssi to…….”
“No, no! You can’t!”
Am I crazy? Orma, who had almost missed this precious opportunity that had rolled in on a vine, berated himself internally, pouring out curses like ‘idiot, moron, fool…….’ Then, to prevent Ban from saying anything else strange, he first laid him roughly down on the bed.
Ban, who obediently lay down as Orma guided him, looked up with innocent eyes at Orma, who had mounted him and was looking down at him.
“……Orma-nim?”
“I’m genuinely curious, so I’m asking—do you really… have no aversion to men?”
“Well, I don’t know since I’ve never experienced it. Still, I think I would have disliked it if it were another man.”
“But I’m okay?”
At the sight of him nodding with an expressionless face, Orma burst out laughing. What does he really think of me… he wondered, but then the thought of ‘does it even matter’ gradually rose up and began to dominate his mind.
He raised his hand and carefully stroked down Ban’s side, slowly moving up along his stomach where muscles were nicely defined, and finally grabbed his chest. Finding the sensation strange, Ban flinched slightly with a flustered expression.
However, Orma lightly ignored it, pretending not to notice, and with his other hand grabbed Ban’s chin, lowering his head close as if he would kiss him at any moment. He could feel his faint breath.
If it were the old me, from the moment I stopped breathing, I would have been jealous of and hated everything that breathed. Well, it’s not much different now, but… Ban was the exception. As if to show that a breath-sharing kiss wasn’t the goal from the start, Orma lightly pressed their lips together with a soft smacking sound and whispered:
“Ban, but… is there a need to pretend?”
“……Yes?”
“Is there a need to lie? It’s easier if we make it the truth.”
Orma said this as he curved his eyes.
The voice whispering low, the nose bridge extending coolly and the upturned eyes that played a part in creating a sharp impression. The golden eyes that sparkled whenever he looked at them and the sharp jawline, and lips red enough to be called luscious. The captivating man from the illustration that had been the reason for starting the game was looking at Ban with an intense gaze. The touch of his hand boldly caressing Ban’s body was hot, as if proving ‘I exist before you.’
Ban stared at Orma for a long while, not even properly understanding what he was saying. Only after Orma lightly kissed him once more did Ban ask with a blank face:
“Orma-nim… you wouldn’t dislike becoming my lover?”
“Yeah.”
At the answer that came back surprisingly quickly and decisively, Ban gaped with his mouth hanging open in astonishment. Orma laughed as if even that was cute and lightly kissed him again. However, even he couldn’t help but be flustered by Ban’s next question.
“Then… do I top, or does Orma-nim top?”
“……What?”
His brow furrowed for a moment, finding it too absurd.
“Don’t tell me you want to top?”
“……I was just asking out of curiosity.”
“Of course I should be the one topping.”
Was that obvious……? Ban rolled his eyes and felt the presence of something other than Orma’s weight pressing down on him.
He’d thought this before, but if it was visible to the naked eye, it must be quite a size…. If that goes into my ass… will it be okay? Blood will obviously come out, right? No, in the first place, entry itself might not even be possible…….
“Don’t want to?”
“……Orma-nim might not know this, but the human body has something called limits.”
“What are you talking about?”
“If it’s too big, I can’t handle…….”
Though his words trailed off, Orma realized what Ban was afraid of. However, pretending not to understand, he moved the hand that had been diligently kneading various parts of Ban’s upper body downward and unhesitatingly delved inside his pants.
Ban looked up with wide eyes fluttering in surprise, but Orma still grabbed hold of Ban’s thing inside his underwear.
“Orma-nim!”
“Well… it seems like an appropriate size.”
“Hngh…….”
“Ah, is this spot sensitive? Then what about this?”
“Ah, aah…….”
He likes it no matter where I touch. Is my apostle a pervert? Orma giggled like a villain and focused on lovingly teasing the glans. Then, while Ban was distracted, he completely pulled down his pants and underwear, finally exposing his penis to the outside world. He was definitely sensitive—just from light touching, he was already dripping clear fluid little by little.
At the same time, becoming curious, Orma took his hand off Ban’s penis that he’d been kneading like it was his own and looked down. Then he sighed in admiration.
“Wow…….”
This is pink too? Even though we’re both guys with dicks, can such a pretty color exist? There really isn’t a single part of him that’s not pretty. Unable to believe it at all, Orma grabbed Ban’s penis hard again and muttered:
“With something that looks like this, who would you top…….”
“……Hng, ngh… Ah! O-Orma-nim…….”
Even while making strange moans with a flushed face, Ban only carefully grasped Orma’s clothes. He seemed unable to hide his shame, as if it felt like masturbating with someone else’s hand.
Yet the fact that he couldn’t even bring himself to ask him to stop was both pitiful and cute, so Orma coaxed him while making soft smacking sounds all over his face—forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks, lips.
“Yes, yes. I won’t put it in today, okay? Don’t worry and stay still.”
“Ah, aah…….”
“Why are you so sensitive? Have you never even masturbated?”
“I haven’t done that… ngh.”
After asking himself, as soon as Ban opened his mouth feeling wronged, Orma immediately kissed him. After joyfully toying with the inside of Ban’s mouth, mixing their tongues, he didn’t stop there and slowly moved down to his neck.
Hadn’t Ban been the one to first ask for lover-like marks to be left? Orma was merely gladly fulfilling his apostle’s request. He repeatedly nibbled at the area between his neck and collarbone, lightly biting or sucking as he slowly moved downward. Finally realizing that his lips were heading toward his chest, Ban looked at Orma with a slightly frightened face.
“There… there’s no need to leave marks…….”
“Why?”
“They won’t be visible when I wear clothes anyway… Ah!”
Crazy, he bit me! Realizing that Orma had put his nipple in his mouth and was gently teasing it with his tongue, Ban involuntarily jerked his body in resistance. Then Orma put more strength into the hand gripping Ban’s penis and quickly stroked up and down, completely stealing his senses. When Ban stiffened in surprise at that strong stimulation, Orma touched what was in his mouth with his tongue, and not only bit it but even sucked it. As attacks continued simultaneously from above and below, Ban couldn’t keep his wits about him and was helplessly overtaken.
“Hng, ngh, hngh……!”
Only after finally climaxing in Orma’s hand could Ban escape from his torment. However, red and purple marks had already been left here and there on his body, his chest and the area around his areola stung, and tears had welled up in his eyes from the shame that belatedly arrived.
“It’s quite thick. You really haven’t even masturbated… Ban, are you crying?”
“…….”
“D-did it feel bad? Huh?”
“……Orma-nim.”
“I’m sorry. I was wrong, so don’t cry…….”
“I will definitely repay you for today’s events next time.”
“……What?”
“Did you have a grudge against my chest? I thought it would fall off.”
Even if he tried to cover his chest area belatedly with reddened eyes, it was only arousing and not very threatening. Only the words ‘I will definitely repay you next time’ remained in Orma’s mind.
……So, fuck, there IS a next time!
“Uh, uh… sorry……. Does it hurt that much? Should I take a look?”
“D-don’t look!”
After tormenting him so terribly just moments ago, what’s there to look at! Ban, who was horrified, pushed Orma away. Yet Orma showed no signs of being upset and said happily:
“When do you want to get revenge next time? Huh? Should we do it tomorrow? Or the day after? If you tell me in advance, I’ll prepare, okay? But you know it won’t end with just this next time, right?”
Instead of answering, Ban glared at Orma and hurriedly got up and headed to the bathroom to wash.