“No way!”
“Why do you say no without even thinking about it? You’re making me feel embarrassed and hurt.”
“Does this look like an embarrassed person’s expression? Anyway, fuck off. Unlike you, I don’t sleep with people I don’t like!”
“Then what was everything we did before? I guess you liked me?”
He was momentarily at a loss for words at that innocent retort. It had just been something he’d spat out to scratch at Ray Jun, but thinking carefully about it, his words weren’t wrong either. Even back then they weren’t passionately involved, but his heart had leaned toward him far more than now. Those fresh feelings wouldn’t be excessive to call first love.
“Seeing as you’re not answering, I guess it’s true.”
“…So what? It’s all over now.”
“Who decided it’s over?”
Ray Jun’s lips twisted crookedly. For some reason, he was clearly in a foul mood.
“Wouldn’t it be nice if settling your feelings meant settling your debt too?”
“Hey, you…”
“What does it matter how you think of me? We’re already tightly bound by debt anyway.”
Hearing such words while his legs were spread made it even more humiliating. Kang Siwon had never forgotten that he owed Ray Jun 4.8 billion. Yet he reminded him at every opportunity, making him feel each time just how wretched his situation was.
“So what? You’re saying since I’m a debtor, I should just obediently offer my ass? No matter which country’s constitution you look at, there’s no law that makes debtors do such things!”
“Wow, you’re really smart. I guess that’s why you were good at being a spy too?”
“…”
“It’s not particularly because you’re a debtor, I’m just saying to follow the rules of the game we played. Why are you getting so worked up?”
Having trampled his self-respect to pieces, Ray Jun spoke as if trying to soothe him. It was a ridiculous deception. It wasn’t as if he didn’t know why Kang Siwon was upset.
“And like you said, I sleep well with people I don’t like too. Hmm, no wait. I like your hole, so in a way, I guess that means I like you?”
“…Am I a hole?”
“It’s part of you, isn’t it? Or not?”
Kang Siwon had stopped masturbating at some point, and at that moment silently clenched his fist. Now he was openly treating him like a hole. He’d been dragged away by gangsters before, and been beaten up, but this kind of insult was a first. An even deeper scar was carved into his already wounded self-respect.
But he struggled to pull himself together. Ray Jun was crazy to begin with, so there was no need to be hurt anew. If it was something unavoidable anyway, he’d rather finish it quickly and rest.
“Fuck…”
Kang Siwon muttered a curse as he got down from the table. As he stood hesitantly beside Ray Jun, he grabbed Kang Siwon’s waist and pulled him in.
“…Ngh.”
Now Kang Siwon was sitting facing Ray Jun. With his legs spread wide, straddling his thighs.
Ray Jun’s fully erect cock poked at his ass. The precum flowing from the tip rubbed against his skin, creating a sticky sensation.
“If it’s uncomfortable, hold onto me for support.”
“…”
“You put it in. You can do it well, right?”
Ray Jun guided him step by step as if teaching the basics. Kang Siwon bit down hard on his lower lip and tried to do as he said. However, the insertion wouldn’t go as he wanted. He’d grabbed the cock and pushed it into his hole, but even just that felt like being torn apart, so he couldn’t bring himself to lower his hips further.
In the midst of this, gravity kept pulling his body downward. That must be why Ray Jun told him to hold on. He tried to endure by hanging onto his neck, but his posture quickly crumbled. Eventually, unable to support his own weight, Kang Siwon’s body sank down and the cock gradually burrowed in.
“Kuk…”
“Siwon, is it hard?”
“…”
“What should we do when you’re breaking out in cold sweat like this?”
Was he breaking out in cold sweat? He hadn’t realized, but Ray Jun wiped his forehead. It was disgusting how he pretended to be affectionate to a mere ‘hole.’ Kang Siwon roughly slapped his hand away.
“Son of a bitch…”
“That’s a curse, isn’t it?”
It was a curse spat out in Korean, but perhaps because of the tone, Ray Jun asked perceptively. When he ignored it, Ray Jun clicked his tongue and shook his hips. Despite the awkward position, the cock dug in even deeper. Kang Siwon let out a moan and arched his back.
“You’re going to fall like this.”
Ray Jun firmly grasped his body with both hands. Then he stroked down his waist area and whispered low.
“But why have you lost so much weight? When we bought clothes yesterday, I thought your size had changed too.”
“Ngh. …I don’t know.”
“It’s your body, you can’t not know. Do you have a health problem? Or is it because you haven’t been cooking for yourself lately?”
Unlike his seemingly worried words, Ray Jun was thrusting his cock up brutally. He didn’t know how he was managing it while sitting on a chair, but he even changed angles to stimulate the sweet spot. The movements were so violent that the metal chair creaked.
“Hngh…!”
Kang Siwon’s toes curled. Come to think of it, it hadn’t been that long since they’d last had sex, but it felt awkward as if it were the first time.
“I’m doing everything. I wanted to see you masturbate with mine.”
“Then stop doing it now… Hnngh.”
“I guarantee if I don’t move, you won’t finish before today ends. But you can do it yourself from now on, right?”
Ray Jun patted Kang Siwon’s ass lightly. The vibration spread inside, making his stomach tingle. Having pushed him to this state while he himself remained leisurely and confident was irritating.
Somehow feeling defiant, Kang Siwon began moving his hips on his own, teeth clenched. Each time the hard tip scraped his inner walls, it tingled inside. That sensation, similar to an itch, was so annoying he had no choice but to move more roughly. The more he did, the hotter his stomach became.
“Kugh…!”
“Move more.”
“How, how can I move more here…! Ah!”
Then, his pelvis was grabbed and pulled down. At the pressure as if pressing inside his navel, Kang Siwon let out a single scream.
His scrotum kept bumping against the bottom of his ass. He’d felt it just moments ago, but he really sensed how their bodies were touching without a gap. There was a time when he’d liked that, but now it was disgusting.
“Hands off!”
“I don’t want to. What’s wrong with me touching what’s mine?”
Ray Jun babbled while groping his ass. Even though the act had started under the pretext of ‘masturbation,’ it seemed he had no control at all. Kang Siwon trembled with rage as he jerked his hips.
“Hng…”
Each time the cock dug in, the inside of his belly was pressed firmly. That pressure now approached him as pleasure rather than discomfort. The cock that hadn’t stood well earlier when he’d done it alone with his hand was now fully erect to the point of twitching. However, precisely because of that, bitter self-loathing washed over him.
“Hah…”
The moment Ray Jun exhaled a long breath, Kang Siwon ended up ejaculating. White fluid splattered evenly onto both their stomachs, leaving sticky traces.
“…”
It was over.
Even though he’d ejaculated, rather than feeling relieved, he felt wretched, but anyway, it was all finished. After catching his breath for a moment, Kang Siwon slowly tried to get up.
“Where are you going?”
Noticing his intention to leave, Ray Jun immediately grabbed his thighs. Kang Siwon removed his hands and retorted.
“It’s over.”
“I’m not done yet though?”
“You told me to masturbate. What does it matter whether you finish or not?”
“Don’t be like that.”
Before he could even argue, Ray Jun thrust his cock up. Since he was gripping his pelvis with both hands, Kang Siwon couldn’t escape. Being shaken helplessly was the best he could do.
“Ngh. …Ah!”
Short moans leaked out between parted lips. The dull sound of flesh hitting flesh mixed in with them. The two swayed, clinging together like a single lump. The chair legs creaked, but Ray Jun didn’t care.
“Siwon…”
For some reason, the end of that voice trembled finely like ripples. Soon something hot and wet filled his stomach. Ray Jun had also reached climax. Kang Siwon had no choice but to remain motionless and receive the semen.
“…”
The sensation of someone ejaculating inside him was terrible. He wanted to scream at him to at least use a condom next time, but he kept his mouth shut, worried that doing so would be like promising a ‘next time’ with his own mouth.
However, as long as Ray Jun treated him like a hole he’d purchased for a large sum, days like today could happen anytime. Regardless of his own will.
Kang Siwon raised his exhausted body. This time, Ray Jun didn’t hold him back either.
