“It’s okay. I want to see your feeling face a lot.”
He didn’t know why Ray Jun was saying it was okay when he himself said it wasn’t, but anyway, it seemed there was no need to keep up appearances. Kang Siwon wrapped his arms around Ray Jun’s neck and actively moved his hips. The bed frame creaked as two adult men rocked, but there was no room to care. He was just impatient, wanting to feel Ray Jun’s presence even a little more.
“Hng…!”
Every time Ray Jun thrust with his weight behind it, Kang Siwon clung to him more. Not even a baby monkey clinging to its mother would be more desperate than this. Because of that, the cock roughly stabbed the curved inner walls, but he didn’t care.
“Hngh… Ah!”
His mind became hazy from the cock stirring inside without rest. Perhaps from the aftermath of excessive pleasure, tears also trickled out. Kang Siwon buried his face in Ray Jun’s chest and secretly wiped away the tears.
“Haa… Good…”
“Wait, I think I’m going to… ah!”
At those words, Ray Jun mischievously teased the glans instead. As the pleasure stimulating front and back continued, Kang Siwon squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head.
“T-take your hand away.”
“You can just cum.”
“No… hngh!”
When he stroked the cock with force, tingling heat spread along the shaft. In the end, Kang Siwon couldn’t hold back and ejaculated. The spurting semen hit Ray Jun’s stomach, and some flowed down on Kang Siwon too.
“…Ha…”
Because Ray Jun immediately pressed his body close, the semen was smeared between the skin that touched without gaps. Even though it was his own, the feeling wasn’t very refreshing, but Ray Jun seemed unbothered. He kissed Kang Siwon’s neck and around his collarbone with little pecks.
“I think we really fit well together.”
“What does?”
“What do you mean what? Our bodies, obviously.”
Was it his imagination, or did the cock still inside Kang Siwon’s belly seem to squirm? Kang Siwon flinched along with it and replied.
“I wonder.”
Since Ray Jun was the only partner he’d ever slept with in his life, there was no way to gauge whether sex was originally like this, or whether he and Ray Jun were particularly compatible. Not that he knew, but seeing Ray Jun, who had experience at least twice or more, say this, it seemed they were sexually compatible.
“But where are you going? Leaving me behind when we fit so well.”
Ray Jun grumbled as if hurt. While acting coy, the cock piercing Kang Siwon was still ferocious.
Kang Siwon bit his lower lip firmly. It wasn’t that he wanted to leave either. The reality that they had no choice but to part when Ray Jun liked him and he quite liked Ray Jun too was frustrating.
“…Sorry.”
“I’m done with hearing you say sorry.”
He moved his hips again. The glans dug in as if prying open his body, forcibly spreading the tightly clenched inner walls. Kang Siwon let out a groan-like moan.
“Don’t avoid me if you meet me later. Got it?”
He couldn’t answer because he was panting, but in fact, it was too obvious a thing to say to him. Of course, it would depend on the situation, but why would he avoid Ray Jun? Even after being notified that he had to leave Sovereign, he’d even pondered whether there was a way to stay attached longer.
Ray Jun’s cock thrust up deep as if pounding his insides. Even though he’d already ejaculated once, every time his cock grazed a sensitive spot, a shivering pleasure spread along his spine. Although he wasn’t erect, Kang Siwon’s body was still reacting hotly.
“Ah, hk… Haa!”
He didn’t even attempt to hold back his moans now. Anyway, even if he showed this side of himself, Ray Jun wouldn’t find it strange. Rather, as if more excited by Kang Siwon’s reaction, he persistently stimulated his erogenous zones.
“Kk… Xie Wei, relax a bit.”
“I, I can’t… hk!”
How could he relax when a swollen dick was being forcibly shoved into an already tight hole? Tears flowed naturally as he felt pain as if his body was being torn in two. This time, without the leisure to secretly wipe them on Ray Jun’s body, they flowed down his cheeks.
“Xie Wei, why are you crying?”
Although it was so dark, Ray Jun somehow noticed and wiped away the tears with his large hand. That hand was so warm that Kang Siwon rubbed his cheek against the palm like a puppy.
“Hng…”
“I’ll make sure it doesn’t hurt next time. Should I order gel right away tomorrow?”
“Where is there a next time for us…”
Tears kept flowing. It wasn’t just from pain, but Ray Jun seemed to misunderstand differently and kept wiping away the tears.
“Don’t cry, Xie Wei. We can meet again soon.”
“I don’t know…”
Leaving behind Ray Jun, who was a good friend, had ample potential to be a lovely boyfriend, and sometimes seemed like a soulmate, was as painful as cutting out a piece of his heart. Ray Jun’s feelings wouldn’t be different. Thinking that, this time he truly felt sorrowful and tears poured out more fiercely.
“Xie Wei, you don’t want to part either.”
“…”
“Still…”
Ray Jun seemed to say something more, but at the same time he suddenly pulled out his cock, so he couldn’t hear properly. The feeling of the inner walls clinging and being pulled outward was indescribably strange, making his body tremble. The next moment, Ray Jun thrust deep as if driving his cock in.
“Hk…!”
“…so it’s okay.”
What’s okay, you crazy bastard? Those words only circled in his mouth. Kang Siwon just entrusted his body to Ray Jun while crying and panting. It was rather refreshing to be able to cry and scream using sex as an excuse.
“…Kk.”
Finally Ray Jun ejaculated. He couldn’t help but notice as semen soaked into the stiff interior. Inwardly proud that Ray Jun also lusted for him, Kang Siwon let his body go limp.
He was drowsy after all sorts of sensations and emotions had rushed through. At this level, even if it couldn’t be called the best farewell, it seemed it would at least be an unforgettable farewell for life.
Take care.
Unable to greet him like that, Kang Siwon finally pulled Ray Jun into a lingering embrace.
* * *
The next day, when Kang Siwon woke up from sleep, he looked for Ray Jun first. However, the spot next to him was coldly empty.
“…”
Ray Jun wasn’t in his own bed or Ray Jun’s bed. Seeing that there was no sign of anyone at all, it seemed he’d left at dawn.
He knew it was a day off, so did he have an important appointment? He was inwardly disappointed, but it was no longer something he should be involved in.
Kang Siwon forced himself to sit up his stiff body. After finishing preparations to leave, he stood at the entrance and looked around the dormitory one last time.
No one was there, yet strangely he felt the scent of people. It was probably because of the memories remaining everywhere.
The sofa where he’d laid his tired body after work, the dining table where he ate with Ray Jun, the veranda where shoulders had to be narrowed when hanging laundry because the space was cramped…
Kang Siwon captured in his eyes the scenery he would never see again. He’d never had attachment to a particular space in his life, but he had a premonition that only this dormitory he shared with Ray Jun would remain with the name ‘home.’ His steps were heavy because he was reluctant to leave, but now he really had to go.
He left the dormitory pulling his suitcase. When he took the elevator down, Ju Xiang’s car arrived just in time. Kang Siwon loaded the suitcase in the trunk and then got into the passenger seat.
“Hoo…”
Instead of a greeting, Ju Xiang, who sighed, started the car. He seemed to be in a very depressed mood for some reason. He must have been so upset about leaving Sovereign, which he’d worked on elaborately all this time.
“What does your roommate do?”
While the car stopped at a signal, Ju Xiang asked.
What was this sudden question when he was leaving? Could it be he found out that Ray Jun had been watching his movements at Sovereign? While puzzled, Kang Siwon replied calmly.
“He’s a dealer.”
“No, not that. His personality, his background. Are there any special characteristics?”
“I don’t think so.”
It was true that Ray Jun was unusual in many ways, but that was a part difficult to explain in words. To someone who hadn’t experienced it directly, he would just be ‘a friendly, affable, handsome dealer.’
“Are you close with that bastard? He even gave you his phone number.”
“No. He just gave it because we’re roommates.”
They were close enough to even sleep together. However, as it was something he could absolutely never tell Ju Xiang, Kang Siwon deflected expressionlessly.
“Ha, I thought so. Where would you have a close friend? But then why…”
“…”
“What the hell did that bastard do? How old is he?”
“Uh…”
“Why aren’t you answering?”
When the signal changed, Ju Xiang roughly stepped on the accelerator. The car shot forward and the back of his head hit the headrest. Kang Siwon rubbed his aching head and replied.
“I don’t know either.”
This time it wasn’t an excuse. Looking back, really, there wasn’t much he knew about Ray Jun. Kang Siwon fell into light shock as he belatedly realized that he didn’t even know Ray Jun’s age. He seemed like a peer, so he hadn’t even thought to ask.
The past was the same. All he knew was that Ray Jun was a gyopo and had lived in America. He might not have told Ray Jun about himself properly either, so it might be tit for tat, but it seemed he’d been excessively indifferent. Perhaps because he was hiding his own past, he’d unconsciously avoided related topics.
“Where the hell did that bastard pop out from…”
Ju Xiang muttered to himself while turning the steering wheel.
Somehow feeling ominous, Kang Siwon furrowed his brow slightly. Ju Xiang should only have met Ray Jun once, so why was he showing interest when he was withdrawing from Sovereign? Moreover, that wasn’t the only suspicious thing.
“…Isn’t this Sovereign Resort?”
When they entered the area where luxury resorts gathered, he’d only thought they were just passing through. But Ju Xiang’s car was precisely entering the parking lot of Sovereign Resort along a familiar road.
