“You know I like you, don’t you, Executive Director-nim?”
He asked while looking straight up at Ganghyuk. Though he’d never confessed, he’d shown many signs until now. And Ganghyuk had acted as if he knew all about Ian’s feelings.
He hadn’t wanted to confess this way, but raw impulse urged Ian on. He didn’t want to leave Ganghyuk alone in his suffering.
Like earlier, when a stranger answered Ganghyuk’s phone, he didn’t want to back down again without being able to say anything.
He wanted to change their relationship that was continuing like parallel lines. Ian instinctively sensed that this very moment was an opportunity to do so.
Even though his rut cycle had come, Ganghyuk had returned to this house. Even knowing that Ian was a dominant omega. Perhaps that was a signal of affection that even Ganghyuk himself wasn’t aware of.
He tried to push away because of the large age gap, or perhaps because of memories from a past that he himself didn’t remember, but perhaps instinctively he was also drawn to him.
Because of Sangmin, he’d gotten sick of gambling just hearing the word ‘do’ from ‘dobaк’, but now he felt this was a moment when he needed to bet on instinct.
It was baseless intuition. But Ian decided to trust his intuition.
“I know your rut cycle has come.”
He gathered his courage and intertwined his fingers with Ganghyuk’s hand as he stood there without saying anything. Strength entered his fingertips at the hot body temperature.
Ganghyuk didn’t shake off Ian’s hand. He just looked down at the small omega, who wasn’t even half his size, with eyes burning with something.
“Don’t spend it with someone else. Spend it with me.”
Though he was acting bold, the end of Ian’s voice trembled finely. He was anxious that Ganghyuk might suddenly run out of the house.
Whether it was the woman he’d talked to on the phone earlier, or someone else, if Ganghyuk made up his mind, anyone would warm a bed with him, so he had to prevent that from happening.
Even if he still didn’t know for sure what Ganghyuk’s feelings were, he was certain of his own feelings.
He liked Ganghyuk. Very much at that.
Whether it was this intense because it was first love, or whether his emotions had greatly inflated because the circumstances of their meeting were dramatic, what was certain was that he didn’t want to miss this opportunity.
When Ganghyuk was wavering like now, he had to wedge himself into that gap. Just as Soyeon had advised, the person who needed to move proactively in this relationship was Ian.
Unless he stepped forward, Ganghyuk would clearly torture him with hope through vague words and actions forever.
“Executive Director…”
He looked up at Ganghyuk with desperate eyes. It wasn’t that he was recklessly pushing forward. Ian clearly believed that Ganghyuk also felt affection for him. Whether it was the same feelings as his or not, he had acted kindly enough to make Ian waver helplessly.
“…You’ll regret it, you.”
A voice cracked rough with heat scraped out Ian’s eardrums. Ian took one step closer. At a distance close enough for their toes to touch, he looked deeply into the pitch-black pupils.
He could see cracks forming over the glass bead-like pupils. It meant the gamble had succeeded. Ian closed his eyes and raised his heels. A warm yet soft sensation touched his lips.
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“Hngh…”
At the sensation of fingers digging down below, Ian squirmed. He expressed without words that it was uncomfortable, but the alpha positioned between his legs was absorbed in widening the hole.
Squelch squelch. Two fingers came and went ceaselessly, making wet sounds. Ian was amazed at the fact that his body had this much moisture.
The feeling of having a secret place he’d never touched before being thoroughly excavated couldn’t be called either good or bad. It was just strange.
“Relax.”
At the low voice growling like a beast, his shoulders automatically shrank. Contrary to the command, when strength entered below even more, a deep line was drawn on Ganghyuk’s brow.
His patience was diminishing moment by moment from the sweet scent blooming right under his nose since earlier.
The hole glistening with transparent liquid was colored like a well-ripened peach. When he pulled out his fingers, the inner flesh that gaped was a more vivid reddish color.
His throat was burning up. No, it felt like his mind was evaporating white.
“Haah…”
Ganghyuk let out a long breath and undid his pants buckle. His penis, which had been erect for a while now, jerked heavily. The corpus cavernosum that had hardened enough to stick to his lower abdomen was in a state where veins bulged and it was flushed red hot.
When he ran his hand once over his penis with his hand soaked in slick, a groaning sound flowed out naturally. His gaze, unfocused from the heat, looked down at the omega spread beneath him.
His two eyes were unfocused no less than his own, and his thin chest rose and fell with each panting breath. Past his skin white to the point of paleness, below his deeply hollowed belly button in a straight line, he could see his cutely shaped penis.
It wasn’t even the first time seeing it, but perhaps because he was also naked, the heat inside his body boiled up at once. The fleshy thing with an appetizing color no less than the hole was also covered in transparent liquid.
He suffered from a thirst that burned the inside of his mouth. An unbearable hunger rushed over him, and Ganghyuk leaned his body toward Ian.
“Executive Director…”
Ian called Ganghyuk and twisted his waist. When something heavy pressed firmly against the hole then moved away, goosebumps rose on his arms.
Ganghyuk’s penis, which he was seeing for the first time, was even bigger than he’d thought. With a thickness that seemed more than three times his own, the length was also long enough to far exceed a span.
If his partner hadn’t been Ganghyuk, fear rose to the point where he would have immediately gotten up and run away. Ian took a deep breath to relieve the tension.
Ganghyuk’s pheromones filling the air helped relax his body. Ganghyuk, who keenly noticed that fact, spread Ian’s two thighs to either side and brought his glans to the entrance.
Crrreak. The sound of flesh being pushed aside rang out quite clearly. At the same time, Ian’s lips also parted soundlessly.
He gaped, but no sound came out. His greatly dilated pupils shook mercilessly. He’d been prepared, but actually accepting Ganghyuk really wasn’t an easy thing.
Whether sex was all originally like this, or whether it was difficult because Ganghyuk’s thing was too big, or both.
At the insertion that was more painful than expected, Ian’s head tilted back to a pitiful degree.
“Whew…”
Unlike Ian, Ganghyuk was in a state of having lost his reason, intoxicated by pleasure. His flushed face as he let out a languid sigh and swept up his hair gave off a lewd atmosphere.
The sensation of forcibly penetrating flesh where he felt resistance was stimulatingly vicious. Things that had been firmly suppressed were stirring and rising.
After discovering his face that couldn’t even breathe properly, he paused for a moment then put strength into his waist as is.
“Urk…!”
Ian let out a death-throes-like scream. The sensation of his belly being completely filled inside was unfamiliar. Something like a large iron club invaded inside, literally crushing it to pulp.
Tears flowed down in streams from the pain as if his body was splitting in two. He realized at once why Ganghyuk had said he would regret it.
An alpha whose rut cycle had come was too beast-like for an inexperienced omega to handle.
Ganghyuk, whose eyes were dimly unfocused, was rougher than expected. The price for ignoring Ganghyuk’s warning and fearlessly stepping foot into the bedroom was great.
“…Why are you crying?”
Watching Ian cry until his face was completely wet, Ganghyuk frowned. The reason that had completely flown away returned to some degree.
“It hurts, too much…”
At the pitiful voice, Ganghyuk lowered his upper body. As the insertion deepened further, Ian’s moans also cracked painfully.
“Sorry. Right now I’m, huu, not in my right mind.”
Since it hurt, he should let go, but that had already left Ganghyuk’s hands. Instead of shaking his hips, Ganghyuk sucked Ian’s chest flesh.
At the sensation that didn’t hurt, Ian’s anguished moans became a bit lighter. Ganghyuk stuck out his tongue and licked the sharply erect nipple.
Lick lick. He alternately stimulated both breasts as if a cat was grooming. He also caressed the faintly remaining scar marks with his lips. Strength gradually released from Ian’s thighs where muscles had been firmly raised.
Ganghyuk began to slowly move his hips back and forth. A ticklish pleasure gradually seeped over the sensation that had only been painful.
“Hng!”
At some moment, a tingling sensation bloomed. He didn’t even know where it was felt from. The more Ganghyuk moved, the more every cell in his body heated up to a spine-tingling degree.
