“Hng!”
Soon after, a squirming movement was felt in Jiwon’s hand, and thick, dense liquid spurted out, shooting high. Then it dripped down onto both their bodies.
The amount that continued spurting out afterward was considerable. The semen that gushed out with several heaves gave off the fishy smell of chestnut blossoms.
Jiwon’s eyes widened in surprise at that tremendous sight.
He couldn’t even let go of the hand holding the penis and just stayed there dazed. But soon he shook his head and came to his senses.
Patting his stiff arm, though his hand movements were clumsy, he smiled slightly at the feeling of having accomplished it.
However, he soon had to be shocked again upon discovering the shaft that hadn’t subsided even a little.
“Hup!”
Calming his flustered heart, he got up and brought an entire box of tissues from the drawer beside the bed to wipe his own body, Seo Gangwoo’s body, and the dirtied blanket. After finishing tidying up, the unchanged large object he faced again was both embarrassing and fascinating.
Thinking that since he’d already put his hand to it, he should see it through to the end, Jiwon made a determined expression and moved his hand again, smearing the remaining semen around the penis.
A sense of immorality rose at the fact that he was carelessly touching the private parts of a person who was just lying still. Jiwon’s face, unable to hide his embarrassment, turned red like a tomato. He just concentrated, pouring out more guiding energy for no reason.
After drawing it out two more times after that, Jiwon stopped his moving hand at the shaft that had finally subsided a little.
After roughly managing the situation, he tiredly leaned against Seo Gangwoo’s body. His numb arm was stiff, but he didn’t have the strength left to massage it.
Though he didn’t know if it was an illusion, it seemed to be accepting the guiding energy better than before. As he quietly recovered his stamina while just guiding, stray thoughts entered his mind.
Jiwon recalled the audiovisual materials he had felt too embarrassed to watch properly during training and had only glanced at.
He had stopped the screen without watching to the end the scene where a male Esper and male Guide were doing the highest level of guiding.
Jiwon, who had been picturing the scene after the stopped screen, shook his head to erase the useless imagination.
Now was the time to concentrate on guiding the wildly rampaging waves.
After having kissed until now, unable to meet those black pupils anew, Jiwon squeezed his eyes shut and pressed their lips together. The soft tongue that had been receiving Jiwon’s clumsily moving kiss pushed back the tongue it met and invaded Jiwon’s mouth.
Jiwon slyly opened his eyes slightly. The eyes, closed with long eyelashes lowered, were visible up close.
Without realizing it, he kept looking at that pretty sight, then moaned at the movement going deep inside his mouth. Though it was gentle, the unfamiliar act of kissing was still difficult.
Still inexperienced at breath control, he pushed the other person away and pulled apart his lips, moist with saliva. After catching his breath for a moment, he kissed again at the hand that wrapped around the back of his head and pulled.
Like that, he spent a long time kissing on top of Esper Seo Gangwoo, calming his breathing and kissing again repeatedly.
He didn’t even remember how many times he did it.
Unable to endure any longer, he dropped his head and buried it in Seo Gangwoo’s nape, relaxing his body and leaning on his broad upper body.
As he closed his eyes, taking a rest without stopping the guiding, there was a cozy winter forest scent mixed with the body’s natural smell.
It was a fragrance that made his heart comfortable.
Jiwon, who scrunched his nose once to stop himself from unconsciously sniffing, felt his eyelids grow heavy with the fatigue that washed over him. In the midst of all that, his consciousness became even more distant at the pleasant touch that kept stroking his nape and back.
After the typhoon passed and the air became calm, the room was filled with peacefulness.
At that moment, the body underneath stirred.
At that movement, just as Jiwon was squirming and about to open his eyes again, he relaxed the strength in his eyelids at the fluffy blanket’s touch wrapping around him from behind.
The leisurely rising and falling chest felt comfortable, like the movement of holding and rocking a baby to sleep. It felt like he would fall asleep while guiding like this.
Though they were defenseless with their bare bodies pressed together, he didn’t think it was dangerous.
Even though it was the body of a fierce Esper whose build was at least three times bigger, when the black pupils he’d met during guiding came to mind, Jiwon felt a baseless certainty.
Inside the quiet private room, the low breathing sounds of the two people alternated, creating a cozy atmosphere.
Having poured out guiding energy while doing unfamiliar acts with an unfamiliar person, his mind and body were exhausted. Jiwon’s stamina, who usually didn’t move this much, had run out long ago.
Eventually, he fell into sleep just like that.
How much time had passed…
At the sound of rustling and something catching at his ear, Jiwon opened his eyes again.
When he raised his head, the situation was not normal. Esper Seo Gangwoo, his head thrown back with strength, was frowning while exposing his thick neck.
Painful groaning sounds continued to leak out and his chest heaved. Both hands gripped the blanket tightly and sounds of enduring pain flowed through his teeth. The energy of rampage that he thought had ended was surging again.
Jiwon came to his senses and quickly guided. Even though he had done quite a lot of guiding before falling asleep, it had only maintained a lull for a moment, and the momentum of the rampage hadn’t completely disappeared.
The internal forces that had barely been calmed down were uncontrolled and rampaging fiercely. A drop of sweat also ran down Jiwon’s face as he concentrated all his mind on guiding.
While calming down the rampaging waves, Jiwon bit his lower lip. He could have woken him up and asked for guiding if it hurt, but he was enduring the pain alone.
How long had he been in this state?
Jiwon looked at Seo Gangwoo’s face. Though the tension in his brow had loosened a little, at the sight of him still in pain, he grabbed his face with both hands and pressed their lips together.
When the dense guiding through the mucous membrane entered, only then did he release the strength that had filled his body and pulled Jiwon’s body into an embrace.
Suddenly, Jiwon thought that in his 22 years of life, he was doing a lot of kissing today that he’d never done even once before.
He had occasionally imagined it while watching kiss scenes in dramas or movies, but actually doing it was beyond imagination.
Was it because the other person was a rarely seen handsome man? Or was it because he showed himself not carelessly using force even while enduring pain severe enough to lose consciousness?
To be honest, it was a kiss that felt good enough to be pleasing rather than feeling resistance to physical contact.
He couldn’t tell whether the kiss simply felt good or whether it was good because he was guiding.
They had said that when the matching rate is high, not only the Esper but also the Guide feels good. Then the matching rate between himself and Esper Seo Gangwoo might be high.
However, since he had heard from Team Leader Lee Juyeon a few days ago that he was an Esper with an extremely low matching rate with all Guides, he couldn’t be certain.
With the continued kisses, Jiwon’s learning ability was advancing by leaps and bounds in less than a day.
Pulling apart briefly to take breaths and naturally controlling his breathing through his nose, he didn’t pant much even with long kisses. At the energy that was gradually calming down, Jiwon encouraged him, saying he was doing well and stroking Esper Seo Gangwoo’s chest.
And that day, in the end, whenever Esper Seo Gangwoo’s energy became unstable throughout the night, Jiwon woke up and guided.
* * *
Because he woke up intermittently to guide, Jiwon couldn’t sleep properly. As soon as he became slightly conscious, he remembered being held by Esper Seo Gangwoo and guiding before falling asleep. He could feel his head pillowed on a firm arm, but it was hard to open his eyes and he wanted to sleep more.
Through their touching bodies, signs that Esper Seo Gangwoo had woken up were transmitted. Not wanting to get up, Jiwon whined while burrowing deeper into the body lying facing him. He felt the body flinch, but satisfied with the movement that quickly became still, he fell asleep.
After sleeping deeply like that, his head felt a bit refreshed.
He just opened and blinked his eyes in the same sleeping position as before, then at the breath tickling his hair, Jiwon raised his head. Right in front was a sculpture-like face with closed eyes.
It was a face that made exclamations come out naturally. His eyes were being treated well as soon as he woke up.
As he was appreciating the face drawing picture-perfect lines, Seo Gangwoo’s eyelashes moved as if he’d been awake, revealing pitch-black pupils.
The golden light that had appeared occasionally throughout the night had completely disappeared.
The clear eyes that opened only halfway looked strong, but also gave a sensual feeling.
“Ahem, um… How is your body condition now?”
Embarrassed at having been caught looking at his face, Jiwon cleared his throat and asked. Seo Gangwoo looked at Jiwon without speaking.
“Do you happen to remember yesterday?”
Jiwon asked and his face flushed for no reason.
He tried to maintain an indifferent expression as if nothing was wrong, but once warmth started flowing, his face grew hotter. Seo Gangwoo’s half-open eyes closed deeply, then opened again.
He remembers.
The brief memory of approaching and collapsing, drawn by this Guide he was seeing for the first time, was faint. But he remembered all the situations that followed afterward, with his consciousness caught somewhere between instinct and reason.
“Ngh…”
Seo Gangwoo, who had been pressing the bed with his hand to raise his upper body, stopped with a faint groan.
It was such a small sound that it wouldn’t have been heard if it weren’t a quiet room.
That faint sound also reached Jiwon, who had been trying to lower the heat gathering toward his face at close distance. Thinking the waves might have become unstable again, Jiwon, who had gotten up, pushed Seo Gangwoo’s shoulder.
“Just lie down for now. You can’t overdo it!”
Fortunately, he didn’t insist and obediently returned to his place and lay down. Jiwon, who had covered him again with the blanket that had slipped down in the meantime, put his hand in, held Seo Gangwoo’s hand, and guided.
As expected, his energy was unstable.
