Fuck, movies and whatever, what’s important about that shit right now. When we’re trapped on a deserted island with not a soul around.
“Ijun-ah, if you knock on your skull, you’re the one who makes a clanging sound because there’s nothing inside. You even failed the written driver’s license test. 15 points, what was it, 15 points. Is your head really just filled with shit, you’re not even an incompletely evolved monkey bastard.”
From the agency’s perspective, it was actually a good thing. They’d been anxious that he might get a license and drive drunk, but Lee Ijun was too stupid to even get a license.
“I have no interest in that kind of movie and I don’t plan to appear in it.”
Then Lee Ijun’s eyes flipped over.
“That kind of movie?”
He spat out so bleakly.
“Acting high and mighty alone again, you gloomy bastard.”
As if someone had chopped down on his windpipe with the edge of their hand, Lee Ijun burst out with insults like a flood.
“You think no one knows when you act so clean in front, pretend to be innocent, pretend not to know anything? The nasty shit you do behind the scenes…”
“Are you anxious? Worried I’ll spread rumors about you fucking that gangster bastard when I get back?”
In an instant, all movement coming from Lee Ijun stopped abruptly. Though he never gave that side a glance, Woonghee just knew. Because the flow of this air had completely stopped.
“What’s bad about that? That’s the kind of world it is.”
Outside the island, your manager went around wiping up all the shit you trailed everywhere, but it’s different here. What can you do?
“Can you do anything special here either? You found your way to survive by giving it to that gangster bastard.”
How convenient and nice, Woonghee sneered expressionlessly.
“Fuck him, get food. In your world, don’t you all barter like that, you fucking idiot.”
While diligently moving his mouth, Woonghee’s two eyes were still fixed on the shrimp. He wove branches and placed three shrimp on top. Sticky saliva pooled in his mouth. At the thought of eating a delicacy after eating fish every time.
“I have absolutely no interest and don’t want to care, so just fuck off, please.”
The shrimp quickly swelled up plumply. Woonghee placed the chopsticks between his palms and rubbed them. They made a clacking sound. With that, he very delicately picked out the orangish flesh. Woonghee quickly caught it with his tongue. While wiggling his round cheeks.
“Mmm…”
The savory taste spreading in his mouth was very satisfying.
That’s when it happened. Crash, the fire pit overturned with a loud noise.
A huge pile of ashes rose up and Woonghee coughed, coughed, exhaling breath with shrimp in his mouth.
“Hey, fuck! You crazy bastard, are you insane?”
Woonghee glared at Lee Ijun with sticky tears hanging under his eyes. The pile of ashes subsided, and he saw a long, thin back leaving the cave.
“Ssibung-ah, seriously be careful, you.”
He doesn’t know how many times he’s heard that “be careful” line. Now his ears are about to bleed.
“Hey, don’t pretend to comfort me pathetically.”
Why do they all pretend to worry about his well-being like that? If only you all weren’t here, my tomorrow would always be peaceful.
“Pretending to comfort, Ssibung-ah! You’re about to hit your heat soon.”
Really Lee Ijun, please stop this shit… Woonghee spat out curses and gripped the machete tightly.
“Who do you think will help you?”
Lee Ijun slowly opened his palm and showed it. What kind of trick is this again?
“Stop with the tricks…”
Woonghee’s two eyes, which had been about to sneer with an indifferent face, soon became soaked with fear.
“That bastard!”
He was so surprised that he quickly kicked off his seat and stood up. Hazy dust stirred, and though his eyes stung again, that didn’t matter at all right now. What was held in that bastard’s hand was none other than.
“Without this, you just become a beast.”
Omega suppressants…!
All thought stopped abruptly. Beep beep, warning sounds started ringing frantically in his head, alerting danger.
Without that, I, I’ll become a beast.
There was exactly one time so far when he didn’t have suppressants. Sticky saliva dripped from his mouth, and he crawled around the bathroom floor on all fours, rubbing his wet lower body. His underwear was soaked through, and while prostrated like a dog, his buttocks were raised high to the back.
It was a sight as if he’d become a female dog. That miserable state, might be shown to someone…?
Managing Director Gi might witness that state?
He doesn’t know why at this moment, not Director Hwang’s face, but that man’s face came to mind. Woonghee faced his fear only when pushed to the extreme.
What if a situation arose where he had to bury his head in that man’s crotch?
“You, you…”
He spread his hands forward. One step, then two steps again. He approached slowly.
His heart pounded with anxiety. As if what Lee Ijun was holding in his hand was his own heart, dripping with fresh red blood.
“You, stay right there.”
Lee Ijun smiled viciously, tearing the corner of his mouth. He backed away stealthily while splitting it so damn prettily.
“Ssibung-ah, but if you fuck without this, do you really get pregnant?”
He slowly moved his feet. Lee Ijun backed away only as much as Woonghee approached.
“Fucking disgusting, fuck. How can a guy get pregnant?”
“Is that why you fucked around, because you can’t get pregnant?”
“Would a kid you give birth to also be an omega like you?”
“The pot calling the kettle black, fucking talking about others…”
“If you had a brain, you should have been extinct already. Giving birth like brainless beast bastards, giving birth, your parents also gave birth to you. Just shitting them out.”
Despite the rapid fire of insults they hurled at each other, their feet moved very passively, only moving little by little. On the verge of exploding. Woonghee’s reddish Achilles tendon stood taut as if it would shoot out at any moment.
“Why? If you’re jealous, should I get pregnant with your baby too?”
“Shut up, Lee Woonghee! You male prostitute bastard.”
“Even if it’s free, you’re making a fuss.”
Soon Woonghee kicked off the sandy beach. He leaped in just like a flying squirrel.
“No…!”
Lee Ijun clutched the medicine tightly in his fist and raised his elbow as it was. It was a baseball stance. Since he was taking a motion to throw it toward the beach right away, Woonghee rushed in quickly.
He snatched Lee Ijun’s wrist.
Woonghee’s body pressed Lee Ijun down as it was. Tumbling, the two people rolled around on the sandy beach.
Grappling back and forth, rolling around wildly to gain the upper hand, Woonghee finally pinned Lee Ijun underneath.
Hastily opening the guy’s grip…
“Wh-where is it!”
The inside was already empty. The throwing power wasn’t strong. That guy had barely picked up anything to eat either. Fortunately, it didn’t fly all the way to the distant sea, and seemed to be buried somewhere in this sandy beach.
“This real crazy bastard!”
Crack, he grabbed the guy’s collar. Clenching his fist tightly and raising it with the mind to really kill him.
Lee Ijun, pinned beneath him, laughed snidely.
“Hey, this isn’t the time for this, is it?”
Haa, haa, Woonghee gasped for breath. His whole body trembled with rage.
Clack clack, his molars collided on their own, grinding. That was brief, he quickly lowered his fist and hurriedly crawled around the sandy beach.
“It’d be quite a sight if you whelp here.”
Crawling on all fours around the sandy beach, frantically digging through the gaps between grains of sand. A pitch-black shadow stretched out long from behind.
“Try running around like crazy if you don’t want to get knocked up.”
Even that shadow seemed to mock him, but Woonghee didn’t even think to look back. He was preoccupied with finding the suppressants.
Definitely here.
It seemed to have fallen somewhere here. Pushing aside grass growing between the sandy beach, digging holes with his palms, digging, digging again, covering them back up. He did this dozens of times.
Darkness spread thickly in all directions. Woonghee’s pink raincoat fluttered and swayed. In the meantime, even Lee Ijun, who had been sitting on his butt giggling and mocking him, got fed up and left.
“I’m fucking curious whether the kid you give birth to will look like Director Hwang or Managing Director Gi.”
Leaving behind such words.
Even as his nails that clawed and dug through the sandy beach like a rake broke, blood came out from underneath, and his knees were all scraped, Woonghee didn’t give up.
Then, he faced a flickering red light from beyond that night sea.
Woonghee’s narrow chest swelled at the thought that it might be a rescue ship.
Finally, had the helping hand he’d been waiting for come? Had his prayers reached heaven?
Such joy lasted only briefly.
“It’s dangerous, what are you doing there?”
He soon realized it was the cigarette fire Managing Director Gi was smoking.
“Ah, were you watching me?”
Somewhere, caw caw, it seemed like he could hear the sound of crows crying. Why of all times. Why of all people, you again.
All hope was thoroughly shattered like glass shards.
His eyes narrowed creepily thin. They were a crocodile’s eyes.
Yes, this was the reason.
That huge cruise couldn’t withstand the storm and collapsed, barely stopped by burying its head on the island, but the humans who couldn’t escape in time became trapped here.
And I’m now looking at these empty hands like this.
Now, what will happen next?
“……”
The dawn light rising beyond the horizon was so frightening.
